A pic devoted to my first Girlfriend Katt... she Died Jan.07 at 20yrs old
I dream of her around this time her birthday is oct.13 so I try & draw something for her ... she showed me that I'm able to give great love to someone ... in my dreams we often talk about my life ... I'm not sure if it's just a dream or if it's really her ...

last night ... as I slept with a stomach ache she came to me like she does on occation ....
she smiled & asked why so sad?

Oh.. I'm just...I miss you ..

you know I miss you too , but , I told my mom to tell you not to dwell on me ... find someone else to love ...

But .. I have ... I .. just can't ..I dunno .. I can tell it would work but she seems ... to either be afraid or .. just not like me

I wish I could help ... your trying to hard .. to make your new relationship like ours ... it'll never be the same , just take your time , your a nice guy ... most girls prefer nice loving guys .. even if they act like they like bad boys ...

Katt... thank you .. even tho your gone you kept your promise to be in my heart ..

Ed.. I meant it , it's only been 2 yrs .. in time you may not need me , but you'll never forget like I won't ...

she gently hugged me & I woke up .. feeling better ***

I drew this for ME I could care less if you don't like it or don't comment