In The Dark... [VENT ART]
When all lifes problems and stress gets to you, things seem impossible. You start to feel hopeless and like you can't do anything. Whether the problems, down feelings and stress come from friends, life or other situations, it can still get you down. It is true that sometimes, the one who tends to care a lot, also seems to be the most lonely and sad at times. Because at times, we (or at least I do) feel like we're not good enough or, what we're doing is wrong. Or like... you just can't do anything about something. As for me, I can't wear a smile 24/7. I have feelings too... And sometimes feel like I'm all alone and left in the dark.
Remember a while back when I questioned my ability to draw vent art? Well, we all know I can do vent journals. Some people vent with anger when they get upset. But me? I don't go into a fury. I get sad. With reasons above. I don't get mad and violent. This is me in most of those situations. Especially when I feel like everything is coming down on me. And the stress is horrid. So yup. Long story short, I am capable of non-happy vent art.
I belong to myself.
Remember a while back when I questioned my ability to draw vent art? Well, we all know I can do vent journals. Some people vent with anger when they get upset. But me? I don't go into a fury. I get sad. With reasons above. I don't get mad and violent. This is me in most of those situations. Especially when I feel like everything is coming down on me. And the stress is horrid. So yup. Long story short, I am capable of non-happy vent art.
I belong to myself.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Western Dragon
Size 1280 x 960px
File Size 197.9 kB
Well, it's much better to be brutally honest by being realistic than always staying positive and lying to yourself about the world being a flawlessly happy place where no things ever go down the dark alley. And all that stress has to leave your mind one way or other. You can't just walk around with it accumulating inside of you and make you feel even worse about it.
Yes, this is true. Wearing a smile all the time can get tiring sometimes. Whether I'm doing to try and help others keep themselves strong through their problems or just trying to fool myself, I guess the stress just hit me all at once. It accumulated and burst and that's why I ended up feeling like this I guess. But, you are wise and I'm glad I've got you there as a friend. So thank you for saying something. I appreciate it.
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