The last straw broke in his 20's..talked down too..made to feel he was better off dead than breath societies "i have a job so i am better than thou" treatment being spat at..like a shit society shat....he worked alright...no holidays no days off..no friends no aqquintances..no family....he wanted to be someone who did something...and ended up wasting away just as sad..alone and disrespected as he was when he was jobless..even as a spirit he worked..he was dead..but hey..he worked