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And 2015 is here.
It might be winter and really cold on north, but i live in the south where its summer and its really warm in here, so watching fireworks while enjoying a fresh night is a very good way to pass the reveillon~
And while not wearing my shirt i can rock the scars i've gotten this year! There's one of my chest and a bigger one on my back, they are permanent changes to me, but minor...they are going to be mostly hidden by my shirt and the one on the back is almost never seen as even without shirt my mane will cover it xD i will make a concept of it sometime soon tho ^^
2014 was a pretty bad year to me, lots of actual pain from physical condition worsening, accidents that almost killed me in ther form of being ran over by two cars, being betrayed, seeing ugly faces of people I considered family discovering how false they truly were, being lied to, abandoned, insulted, and the most terrible of all, the death of someone who was a mother to me, so much pain that I had to lock college cause I couldn’t concentrate, I lost my hope, my dreams and my future, I now only long for the day of my death, and its very depressing to think about this, being on my early 20s only, but by now, I know for sure there’s no hope, I invested way too much of me into a dead end way from which there’s no return, all found out in this year.
For this moment forward I live for one thing only…for my family.
But I am okay however, I am not ready to throw the towel just yet, my family is my sole porpoise for living now, take care of my family until the day they don’t need me anymore.
So resolutions for the new year are get back to where I stopped on college now that I have my mind clear once again, I lost only one semester after all, no big deal, and keep working as I’ve been to bring confort to my family. On my free time I will keep playing games since its one thing I love, and drawning for I still strive to become better on that, just keep on keeping on, but no longer having a dream to pursue or any emotion to fuel the walk forward or any special porpose, its all just for my family, the only people who won’t betray me, snap at me, forsake me or forget me.
There were a few good thigns in retrospect...such as making a couple valuable friends, being quite successful carreer-wise, and discovering who REALLY is on my side.
And with that I close the book on 2014, worst year ever…see you never again asshole. May 2015 be a good one!
It might be winter and really cold on north, but i live in the south where its summer and its really warm in here, so watching fireworks while enjoying a fresh night is a very good way to pass the reveillon~
And while not wearing my shirt i can rock the scars i've gotten this year! There's one of my chest and a bigger one on my back, they are permanent changes to me, but minor...they are going to be mostly hidden by my shirt and the one on the back is almost never seen as even without shirt my mane will cover it xD i will make a concept of it sometime soon tho ^^
2014 was a pretty bad year to me, lots of actual pain from physical condition worsening, accidents that almost killed me in ther form of being ran over by two cars, being betrayed, seeing ugly faces of people I considered family discovering how false they truly were, being lied to, abandoned, insulted, and the most terrible of all, the death of someone who was a mother to me, so much pain that I had to lock college cause I couldn’t concentrate, I lost my hope, my dreams and my future, I now only long for the day of my death, and its very depressing to think about this, being on my early 20s only, but by now, I know for sure there’s no hope, I invested way too much of me into a dead end way from which there’s no return, all found out in this year.
For this moment forward I live for one thing only…for my family.
But I am okay however, I am not ready to throw the towel just yet, my family is my sole porpoise for living now, take care of my family until the day they don’t need me anymore.
So resolutions for the new year are get back to where I stopped on college now that I have my mind clear once again, I lost only one semester after all, no big deal, and keep working as I’ve been to bring confort to my family. On my free time I will keep playing games since its one thing I love, and drawning for I still strive to become better on that, just keep on keeping on, but no longer having a dream to pursue or any emotion to fuel the walk forward or any special porpose, its all just for my family, the only people who won’t betray me, snap at me, forsake me or forget me.
There were a few good thigns in retrospect...such as making a couple valuable friends, being quite successful carreer-wise, and discovering who REALLY is on my side.
And with that I close the book on 2014, worst year ever…see you never again asshole. May 2015 be a good one!
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 1096px
File Size 1.33 MB
seems to be the general consensus in every form possible (games, movies, events around the world, peoples individual lives, etc) that 2014 was kinda a pile of shit XP............
i'll agree with light though, your art continues to grow quite nicely........think you'll look into taking commissions this year so i can actually help some in exchange for awesomeness? XD
i'll agree with light though, your art continues to grow quite nicely........think you'll look into taking commissions this year so i can actually help some in exchange for awesomeness? XD
dude........we may not entirely see eye to eye at this point on some things......but if you ever can solidly believe me on something right now, it's that I will never discredit how good you are at art =) seriously, even though this is coming from someone who started believing his attempts at art were shit before he even really started, you are DAMN good ^^ maybe put it as a long term possibility this year, looking into what it would take to work out ^^
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