Because I guess I want to try to express how I've been feeling lately. I don't really know what's causing it or why I'm feeling like this, but I just feel barely able to talk or interact with others again let alone regularly check my fa... And I wouldn't say I'm sad, because I know I'm not really sad about anything, but more something along the lines of unmotivated and low in self esteem along with just physically tired and stressed. I'm trying to not let this affect my coms, but it's hard right now when I just feel like some kind of failure and I can't shake the feeling or mindset, no matter how my mate and I try. I guess in a way it's me saying I am still alive and working on art, albeit a bit slower than I'd like to be. All coms will get done, and I'll do my best to push them out sooner over later. Also I drew it in my sketchbook because I'm also currently not home and won't have access to a computer until after work (which is also why it's sideways, because uploading from my phone does this for strange reasons...)

I do hope I snap out of it again soon, but I don't know what will make it go away...

Sachi and art to me.