so as most of my watchers have gathered by now, i suffer from severe anxiety.
it runs my life often with an iron fist and am almost at any given time rather stressed.

so, to help. im planning to convert my workspace into a peace space.
(id of course still work there, im just changing a cluttered mess for a more serene area)

as you can see, i already got started by cleaning all the crap OFF it, and got a lil cheapo oil burner. i have much bigger plans, but those will have to come later, as many of you also know im finding myself stacked up against some hefty vet bills resulting from an excessively aggressive veterinarian (whoms head i plan to get on a stick if i can). so financialy, im rather tied up at the moment.

BUT.
when i AM financialy free'd up. i would like to:
get 2 lil bonsai trees set in front of the speakers.
a sand garden w/rake in the left cubby.
and dig out my lil 1 gallon tank, and set it behind my oil burner and make a live plant garden with waterfall (maybe stick a shrimp or a beta in there idk)

its still a idea work in progress, but i want to use my space efficiently. my goal is to make it things that bring me peace. such as
gentle smells, soft white noise, things to fiddle with when nervous, and just genneeraly pleasing to the eye.


this is my space, does anyone have any ideas to add to mine??
or even, does anyone actualy HAVE things that they maybe dont want, and wouldnt mind contributing to my desk????

im all ears (litteraly lol)
i want to make my desk a tranquil space