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Right.
I'll just pour my heart here aswell, since I know myself and that I rarely read people's journals.
Thing is - I have like quazillion commissions laying here, on my table. Truth to be told, at least two are from before the EF. After the EF, people went crazy and I LOVE that. So many people that praise me with attention and want a picture from me.
So, why the heck did I not started on it yet? Why is it laying here, in the files, all around, unfinished, leaving the people sad and upset?
My regular job is responsible for that. Of course, along with my laziness I guess. But I work like a horse and the outcome of it isn't as ...fruitful as I'd expect it to be, when it's taking 85% of my attention and focus. Of course, I spend the 15% for just staring into wow, or rather, staring at my horse partner and I prefer spending the time i have rest for her. Sometimes, I doodle at car, but that's hardly a place for properly working on a commission.
So yeah. I am about to take this leap of faith. I'm just quitting the regular job and steady income, for much more unsure possibility of artstry freelancing again.
I DO WANT to give you your pictures. There's nothing more I'd like to do at the moment, but to sit down and work on your pictures. I know it'll be rough, I've been there before. But honestly, I tend to advice people with this "just do it" and "ain't gonna be a slave to your own fears". Blah blah. It's time I live up to what I say.
In a nutshell - please, PLEASE, bear with me. When this month is over, so will be I with the job and then I will move on to the pictures, full time.
It is your attention and support that makes me believe that I am doing the right thing.
So yeah, rant is over, thanks for listening!
I'll just pour my heart here aswell, since I know myself and that I rarely read people's journals.
Thing is - I have like quazillion commissions laying here, on my table. Truth to be told, at least two are from before the EF. After the EF, people went crazy and I LOVE that. So many people that praise me with attention and want a picture from me.
So, why the heck did I not started on it yet? Why is it laying here, in the files, all around, unfinished, leaving the people sad and upset?
My regular job is responsible for that. Of course, along with my laziness I guess. But I work like a horse and the outcome of it isn't as ...fruitful as I'd expect it to be, when it's taking 85% of my attention and focus. Of course, I spend the 15% for just staring into wow, or rather, staring at my horse partner and I prefer spending the time i have rest for her. Sometimes, I doodle at car, but that's hardly a place for properly working on a commission.
So yeah. I am about to take this leap of faith. I'm just quitting the regular job and steady income, for much more unsure possibility of artstry freelancing again.
I DO WANT to give you your pictures. There's nothing more I'd like to do at the moment, but to sit down and work on your pictures. I know it'll be rough, I've been there before. But honestly, I tend to advice people with this "just do it" and "ain't gonna be a slave to your own fears". Blah blah. It's time I live up to what I say.
In a nutshell - please, PLEASE, bear with me. When this month is over, so will be I with the job and then I will move on to the pictures, full time.
It is your attention and support that makes me believe that I am doing the right thing.
So yeah, rant is over, thanks for listening!
Category All / Doodle
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File Size 398.8 kB
I never had enough interest in my art to consider this, but you are WAY better than me, so it might be the right thing for you to do! I totally understand you want to spend your free time with your mare and rightfully so! she's such a lovely bum. I wish you the best and hope it works out for you. You deserve it!
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