I don't get depressed often im usely a happy go lucky kind of trans but when i do get smacked witht the batton of depression it crashes down hard.. just somthing inside it tugging at my heartstrings...I hate lovers i don't understand why though it isn't nice to hate people that have a lover that will stay with them for more then a month...i hate them i i can't understnad why i do so i threw my feelings into words