I dont get why you get so down on yourself. Everything i've seen from you so far has been very well made sketches and such. You seem to really know our way around anatomy and especially crazy angles. Seriously, you shouldn't be saying this is bad, its very good! And as you keep drawing, it makes me happy cuz i know you still have the will to draw and want to improve. You're already very good, and everything you do in the future will only get better. Keep your head because i see a bright future of awesome art coming from you.
Also, Draw huge muscles! xD

AH thanks, that means a lot for me.
I'm sorry about me being down so much all the time, University is taking my mind down like that. Nothing there feels like a accomplishment, despite that I do get good grades and did finish everything from the first year. It's as if what I do is never good enough.
I guess my mindset just carries over to art as well. I always think that people have huge expectations from me and that I'm always failing to meet those expectations, whatever it's school or art.
In the end it's not just me being frustrated about art skills, it's a combination of mostly school negativity and failing to meet my own expectations.

Hehe, I guess I'll draw some more muscular figures when I get some rest back.

Ah, well perhaps use drawing to take your mind off things. Dont feel pressured that people expext something better because in the end, all that matters is what you think. If you take a step back and say 'hey that pic wasnt that bad' you should be happy that you're enjoying q pic that YOU drew, who cares what others think. Drawing should be fun if it isnt already^^
Hehe awesome, giant muscles