I made this to try to vent.
I broke down coloring him..
I just cant...
the only thing that I can see is him the way he was today.

you know, I held his little paws as he left me, there was no warmth. his beautiful eyes glazed over i could swear he was crying too..

Remembering him just Makes my chest ache, all the funny things like his constant talking, putting his paws on my phone so i cant use it, nibbling on my nails, i just.......

fuck! just why? why?

even though he was a 'stray' to everybody he was still MY cat. I watched him grow...

The aspca is just a crock of shit they didnt even want to help us...


I just cant..

I lost my best friend..