Frustration: The all that is bad to one.

I know it looks childish but fck it I'm not happy at all so why would I draw something nice looking when I can't at all. I can't draw any proper anatomy anyway, and why I don't know, I practice whenever I can and get nowhere I barely even have time to draw in the first place cause it all needs to be wasted on the stupid university stress monster.
I ask around try to figure it out but all everyone says is just practice, but what, where and how? Where do I even start where do I try to go? Anatomical accuracy is what I aim for but that's obviously not showing on the crap I draw. Looks to me like every bit is wrong, all the bones are broken, nothing of it is right. I'm sick and tired of everything being like it is. I should be better than this, I should have time, I should be able to draw but I can't. Oh and I know damn well that the wanted standard is far higher than what I can afford, no one says it but I know from the silence that it is. Feels more like people are hoping for improvement but are disappointed because none is coming.
The least you could do is tell me how to really practice because I'm obviously doing it wrong. Things aren't that simple for me, I need a proper direction...

I hope this makes it obvious why I always say I need to draw proper anatomy within a hour. Cause I don't have anymore.