*NOTE FROM AUTHOR: I'm sorry that there isn't any information about this one on the photo. I just found it on Google, downloaded it, then immediately got to writing. I don't usually do that, but I needed to get these things out of my head. I tried my best to incorporate the fandom into this since it was such a rushed piece. I hope that doesn't take away from anything. Nonetheless, please enjoy*


Five months
It's been five months since you went to sleep.
Five months since I lost my mind.

Since then I've been so angry,
It makes no sense why I'm so mad,
I thought pain was supposed to cause depression,
not a soul filled with rage.

Please, wake up, dear folf,
I need you back to keep me calm.

Your warm paws and soft fur,
the rhythm of your heart,
It always eased my mind just enough,
just enough for me to breathe.

For five months I've been angry,
but not with you! I swear!
Just with the world that took you,
and myself,
for not protecting you.

When I close my eyes I can still see you bounce,
your tail swinging to and fro,
That gorgeous grin and those scary teeth,
and ears just floppy enough to melt my heart.

You wouldn't believe how often I have to re-do my makeup,
and wipe black stains off my muzzle,
how often my pink fur is tainted with eyeliner and salt,
how many hours I still sob.

Every little things reminds me of you,
a jacket with your favourite colours,
the sound of change mimicking the chains on your pants,
or the things my brother does that he picked up from you...

I'm going to keep my promise to you,
no matter what, i will,
but until then i'll wish every night for you to return,
maybe then...
maybe then.