I never want to speak, lest every word that comes out of my mouth ends up as a smart-ass remark.
I always stay silent, since simply speaking would get people to tell me to shut up.
I never talk to others, for I fault at even simple sentences, always correcting myself.
I lock myself in my room, not because I'm 'acting like a fucking eight year old', but to try and recollect myself and calm down.
I walk away, not because I'm ignorant, but it's because I don't want to be in conflicts any longer.
I'm always bitter, have been since the middle of sixth grade, since the education system lies about 'Bullying will not be tolerated'.
Each day, I fight a constant battle to try and keep myself from going crazy. An uphill one, but a never-ending battle nonetheless.
I sit on my ass in front of this laptop not just because I'm lazy, but it's also my only way of communicating with others and ridding of stress.
Every time that someone tells me to shut up when I open my mouth, I wish for my vocal cords to be surgically severed.
Every night I sleep, I wish to be in some of the worlds I have made. However, they're just fantasy…never going to be real…and that tears me up every time that fact comes up…
I prefer isolation over being in the open, since I enjoy the peace and quiet…
I have written stuff like this before, but always ended up deleting them due to my insistence to keep to myself. I'm hoping this is the only exception to that stubborn rule…
The depression that plagues me is making me forget my real name, as well as the appearance of those of our pets.
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Made this to try and vent. Not really sure if it worked, but finally managed to try and shed some kind of light on what I'm feeling...
I always stay silent, since simply speaking would get people to tell me to shut up.
I never talk to others, for I fault at even simple sentences, always correcting myself.
I lock myself in my room, not because I'm 'acting like a fucking eight year old', but to try and recollect myself and calm down.
I walk away, not because I'm ignorant, but it's because I don't want to be in conflicts any longer.
I'm always bitter, have been since the middle of sixth grade, since the education system lies about 'Bullying will not be tolerated'.
Each day, I fight a constant battle to try and keep myself from going crazy. An uphill one, but a never-ending battle nonetheless.
I sit on my ass in front of this laptop not just because I'm lazy, but it's also my only way of communicating with others and ridding of stress.
Every time that someone tells me to shut up when I open my mouth, I wish for my vocal cords to be surgically severed.
Every night I sleep, I wish to be in some of the worlds I have made. However, they're just fantasy…never going to be real…and that tears me up every time that fact comes up…
I prefer isolation over being in the open, since I enjoy the peace and quiet…
I have written stuff like this before, but always ended up deleting them due to my insistence to keep to myself. I'm hoping this is the only exception to that stubborn rule…
The depression that plagues me is making me forget my real name, as well as the appearance of those of our pets.
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Made this to try and vent. Not really sure if it worked, but finally managed to try and shed some kind of light on what I'm feeling...
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