https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FehA9OwZflw

man i had so much shit planned for this summer but ive just broken down to the point where i can't function. im so exhausted. if your abuser says theyve changed and its safe to go back to them do not listen to their siren calls. no matter how bad things are dont fucking go back theyll draw you in and then become a worse monster than before.

im getting out of here soon enough, im just so incredibly broken right now that i dont know what to do