To Write Love On Her Arms..
My scars
their my demons
My darkest secrets made flesh
My fears
My insecurities
My lonely nights
I spent crying
Their a part of me
who I became
My recovery
Who I've been fighting for years
they don't define me--
they give me strength
they motivate me to do better
they remind me that I no longer
have to battle with myself
I remind myself that I made it
there IS hope for YOU
remember
I LOVE you
&
You're not alone
My name is Mesha
I support TWLOHA
Because I've been there:
I'm a recovered cutter for two years
I've cut for seven years
On my arms, legs & stomach
I've seen people been to therapy
Taken medication
I've attempted suicide three times
My story is in fact a story of woe:
I've been raped, molested, abused, bullied
I couldn't find light at the end of the tunnel
Even now I struggle with it, my anxiety, myy depression
I still feel alone at times even now
That's why I'm sharing this with you
I overcame many things
Some things I'm still working on
I'm not perfect
My mother hates me
But I'm a survivor
Its okay to fuck up everynow and agin
We are only human
But remember.
You're loved
The pain will subside
I believe in you
And I'm here for you
Be be strong
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I cried because this was so touching.
It's also inspiring. I have some similarities with you being abused in relationships and bullied myself by family and peers and multiple suicide attempts and cutting. I've been diagnosed with Major depression and anxiety myself so I know how hard the struggling is. (even at 25, I still have trouble letting go of the self harm because I've done it so long)
Anyway, above all else, I want to say thank you for doing this and showing despite how cruel and hard life can be, you can live and be strong and that you can survive.
It's also inspiring. I have some similarities with you being abused in relationships and bullied myself by family and peers and multiple suicide attempts and cutting. I've been diagnosed with Major depression and anxiety myself so I know how hard the struggling is. (even at 25, I still have trouble letting go of the self harm because I've done it so long)
Anyway, above all else, I want to say thank you for doing this and showing despite how cruel and hard life can be, you can live and be strong and that you can survive.
I seriously just love you, woman. My heart aches to know you've been through so much, and to know you are here helping me.
Thank you so SO very much.
You are far too beautiful a person, I am so glad we happened upon one another.
I cry not from sadness, but in awe of your strength. You are so strong, proud, and down to fucking earth.
Your pains, I understand them, and I am honored you'd share them.
Man, can I just...love you right now? I wish I could just fucking hug you.
Thank you so SO very much.
You are far too beautiful a person, I am so glad we happened upon one another.
I cry not from sadness, but in awe of your strength. You are so strong, proud, and down to fucking earth.
Your pains, I understand them, and I am honored you'd share them.
Man, can I just...love you right now? I wish I could just fucking hug you.
I don't talk about this much to anyone, but I've been through the same thing. I too have been raped throughout my life, been in so many abusive relationships, and for *ahem* reasons, I'm not trusted around guns anymore. I've never had a conversation with you before, but if you ever, EVER need someone to talk too, I will gladly be there for you.
Mate, i am so happy for you that you overcame the self harm, I did too :)
Its funny (in a not funny way..) but i used to burn my arms with cigarettes
Started cutting at 12ish, carrying on and working up until the age of 23ish when i met my now husband. My arms are fucked... and all the stares and questions used to not bother me at all, but then i fell pregnant and i didnt want my son growing up seeing it and thinking its a good thing to do... iunno. So i went to a plastic surgeon and im waiting for a skin graft for both my arms :)
Theyre so bad though that i have to go for steroid injections first to try reduce the swellings and wear pressure therapy sleeves 23hrs a day...
I mean.. shit mate, my arms are a state, and cos i used to burn so deep i have burned away the nerves so when my husband runs his fingers down my arms i have no feeling what so ever...
Its bad shit. I will never go back there again X_x!
I honestly know the struggles you have been through, its so hard to not cut/burn/whatever yourself. But we are proof it gets better and you can get outa it! :D
Its funny (in a not funny way..) but i used to burn my arms with cigarettes
Started cutting at 12ish, carrying on and working up until the age of 23ish when i met my now husband. My arms are fucked... and all the stares and questions used to not bother me at all, but then i fell pregnant and i didnt want my son growing up seeing it and thinking its a good thing to do... iunno. So i went to a plastic surgeon and im waiting for a skin graft for both my arms :)
Theyre so bad though that i have to go for steroid injections first to try reduce the swellings and wear pressure therapy sleeves 23hrs a day...
I mean.. shit mate, my arms are a state, and cos i used to burn so deep i have burned away the nerves so when my husband runs his fingers down my arms i have no feeling what so ever...
Its bad shit. I will never go back there again X_x!
I honestly know the struggles you have been through, its so hard to not cut/burn/whatever yourself. But we are proof it gets better and you can get outa it! :D
Thank you so much for sharing this with me, I'm so glad that you've overcome your self abuse <3
How long is your wait?
I'm also glad that your thinking of your child, not many parents do that these days.. I'm a result of that too.
I get questions and stares about my arms too, I work in retail, sometimes I get embarrassed when I'm asked about my stretch marks seldom my scars. I tell others their battle scars, but I have to keep it impersonal yanno?
How long is your wait?
I'm also glad that your thinking of your child, not many parents do that these days.. I'm a result of that too.
I get questions and stares about my arms too, I work in retail, sometimes I get embarrassed when I'm asked about my stretch marks seldom my scars. I tell others their battle scars, but I have to keep it impersonal yanno?
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