A lot of things are happening to me at the moment and it seems to be upsetting me /.-.\ Also I've been feeling guilty to the extent of confusion.
Recently I feel like I've been getting no emotion except crying/upset/anxious but occasionally laugh if there's something to laugh at. A lot of things have been concerning me, including my friends.
I feel like old Zoe is dying. I don't feel like myself recently, but that would be because of one of these reasons...growing up. Being forced to change so I am more like an "adult" but also I have to be independent, which is hard for a shy person who sometimes has trust issues due to fake friends and bullies in the past or even present day.
This vent isn't just about that, it's about a lot of things, some which I won't say here.
In reality...I'm just scared.
I ended up drawing a doodle my alternate dog fursona Roxie as pixel art in a black and white-ish style (hint of blue in it).
Sorry if I don't reply quick or reply at all u.u
Art & Roxie © Me
Recently I feel like I've been getting no emotion except crying/upset/anxious but occasionally laugh if there's something to laugh at. A lot of things have been concerning me, including my friends.
I feel like old Zoe is dying. I don't feel like myself recently, but that would be because of one of these reasons...growing up. Being forced to change so I am more like an "adult" but also I have to be independent, which is hard for a shy person who sometimes has trust issues due to fake friends and bullies in the past or even present day.
This vent isn't just about that, it's about a lot of things, some which I won't say here.
In reality...I'm just scared.
I ended up drawing a doodle my alternate dog fursona Roxie as pixel art in a black and white-ish style (hint of blue in it).
Sorry if I don't reply quick or reply at all u.u
Art & Roxie © Me
Category Scraps / Doodle
Species Dog (Other)
Size 274 x 221px
File Size 9.4 kB
I can understand the sense of feeling only a few emotions. I have limited emotions, while I still can care for people, I'm a dark soul with dulled emotions but my sadness, anxiety, and anger are still red as if a blade being forged. Change happens for one reason or another, for better and sometimes for worse, but it is the person who decides how to work with it.
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