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WARNING THIS IS A TRUE STORY!
THIS IS AN EVENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME PERSONALLY
IF SPIRITUALISM (this is my religion.) OFFENDS YOU TURN AROUND NOW AND LEAVE. THIS STORY IS ABOUT THAT TOPIC, AND I DONT WANT TO OFFEND YOU, NOR BE OFFENDED THANK YOU.
So this happened in colorado springs, colorado.
The day I graduated highschool my brother, fiance and mom (who was visiting) and I all decided to go to "Celebrations Metaphysical Store"
I had gone here once before to grab some dragonsblood for some cleansing and protection so I had an idea of what they had in stock.
My mom was stoaked because they do not have any designated metaphysical stores where she lives so she promptly went down stairs where all the books are to go learn something new, and my brother
tikiflipper and I browsed around up stairs. Ty had been wanting a pendulum since the very first time we went into the store so he was automatically fixated on finding the one for him, meanwhile my brother is looking for a stone to help him get over a repetitive nightmare that he had been having, and also if he wasn't having it he didnt dream at all. And then there was me. I had nothing in mind in particular that I had wanted or needed so I just kinda looked around. And twoards the back of the room on the right hand side to the left on the shelf were a bunch of sphere stones on little stands. Those were kinda cool, but I promptly turned away because none of the ones offered peaked my interest. They were only different types of jasper (and personally I think they look fugly lol). As soon as I had started walking away I stopped, and had a flash of a day dream. I dreamed that I had moved some of the jasper stones and behind was this black stone that wasnt there before, and I know- I checked that thing thoroughly. Then in my day dream everything around me turned white and I got the adrenaline rush of my life- the onyx was in my hand, and it felt like I was...fighting something. Then my dream self through it with as much internal energy I could conjure- and when it hit the white veil it broke through and black (yet all the colors in the world at the same time, its really hard to describe) blood or flesh of some kind exploded through. Then I snapped back to reality. I turned back at the shelf and observed my brother scan the entire case and pick up stones and no black ones seemed to be there, once he was done I decided to check the shelf out myself since no one knows what I just saw. Then, sure as shit, I moved one of the jaspers and there was the black stone I had seen in my daydream. I had to have it, it fascinates me- it...almost felt like it talked to me (in the sense it showed me it was there.).
With this I went up to the front desk to buy it and when I handed it to the lady she gave me a bizarre look and looked at the sticker.
"Where did you get this?"
and of course me being my awkward self my response kinda went like this " Oh- Uh, I- I mean itwasintheback by the uh, jaspers-and yea I didnt see a price-and therewasntmuch-there a-about it.-"
then she said she didnt even knew she had this in the store, they never keep them in stock, and she checked the back area and didnt find one.
Onyx is the stone that chose me.
After this my fiance ended up choosing a poly-chrome jasper because he's really into energy work and it filters energy. I hate the way it feels though, I dont know why it just feels like im holding a bug zapper, my brother feels the same when he holds it and his hand actually locks up. :/ but my fiance says it feels awesome for him.
When I hold my onyx I instantly feel dreamy, like those days when you feel like your in a movie, or nothing seems real- but also calming, like makes more focused to think about it and whats going on.
By brother is an aries also, and him and I love the feeling when we hold the stone
my fiance hates it. Lol I dunno I just find it interesting how people react to different things.
But then again I have always had weird things happen involving dreams and so has my brother, why ty not so much , he astro-projects, is pretty good at making barriers and working with energy (earth energy mostly its actually pretty cool, kinda scary but cool)
my bro is more of the protective type, I dont know why but things flee from him when he wills them to. (not like physical objects or living things...thing is we dont know if they are particularly dead either, idk they dont teach you this shit in school.)
While I....am kinda like a...how do I put this... messanger? I guess, thats what we've been calling it. I dont know, my mom is a messanger as well and she always told me that one day im going to end up doing what she does, she doesnt know how (my parent s dont enforce religion on me) but something will happen and you will want to. And sure as shit here I am. Now its nothing prophet like, dont confuse me with that, i get offended because I am no where near as blessed as they are by the universe, and I DO NOT deserve any title even SIMILAR to that. ( Sorry just how I feel ^^;) I am just kinda like that one person that you run into- never met before, and some how something I say or do, effects you. Touches you.
butIswearitsnotme.
OK LET ME GET BACK TO THAT IT'LL MAKE MORE SENSE HERE SOON.
*sorry im rambling, I just dont normally get to share about this stuff, but I am trying to get over my phobia of people hating me because I believe something different. i dont care what you believe in as long as you know it to be true in your heart. Thats all I really care about when it comes to religion. but I have never really been too open about myself and my religion because, well alot of people think Im doing something awful. They think im working with demons and killing kittys, but NO D': im not that kinda kid I swear thats not what this is about! TnT *
Sadly my brother didnt have anything really call out to him or find anything he really wanted at the time. So with this we left and went to a lil thing calledd graffiti falls to show my mom. And as everyone went off doing their own thing, I kinda became obsessed about the stone, I examined it as thoroughly as my naked eye possibly could,and I really didnt like anyone touching it (my pretty >.> ) and as I was examining the one white spot in the whole thing another daydream hit me, and I had watched myself drop the onyx, and it gently landed in the middle of the stream, and as it sank under the surface of the water not once did it touch the bottom, though the environment under the water was a very rich gold and light blue. Then I snapped back to.
I dont know why but I felt like it was telling me to put it in the water and when I did it felt...different! Almost discharged. to verify I asked tyler to feel it after I put it back in the water without telling him what I was doing and he said the same thing.
ok now this is trippy
so as I went onto the shore I noticed that the onyx is now covered with gold speckles, and that defiantly wasn't there before. The only gold that was on there was around the white spot. Everyone confirmed it, I couldnt rub it off-well cant. Its a part of the stone now.
Later on in the future I end up wanting to draw a thank you gift to him for helping me graduate, and so it was going to be a picture of him looking like wolverine and when I was looking at the white spot on my onyx as I daydreamed this, all of a sudden I was in Celebrations again, and I went into the crystal section to shelf on the left hand side and grabbed a stone, and then my view was at the front desk and I heard some talking. After i few moments I walk into the scene and to the desk and the lady rings it up. I put the stones inside of my onyx's tobacco pouch and give it to him the next day in private. All I heard myself say was "for your journey."
I told my fiance and that day we wend down to the store, and when I walked in I just knew exactly what to grab...well the first part. it was a small ball (one of their smallest sizes) of "Goldstone: Energizer", but after that I turned around and felt like I was missing something very important. i dont know what. and I asked ty to help, and in that same second he said "I dont know why but I feel like its that one." and it was a very sparkly blue stone, "Blue Gold-stone: Protects from psychic attacks"
With this we went up to the front and at the last spur of the moment we got new medicine bags because its purple leather and they were bigger :3
SO FASTFORWARD TO THE NEXT DAY
I go into class and they had already assigned me to the other teacher, so his room was empty and it was just him.
So I gave him the bag and told him "Dont ask me details because I dont know myself, and your going to have to look into more detail about it's metaphysical property because this is all it said on the tag- but something just told me that this is supposed to help you for whatever is happening or going to happen." and he didnt get it and as I explained the goldstone he was still lost but when I told him the definition of the blue one he gave me the weirdest look.
It was like a "How did you know- traumatic flashback-shock-realization-happiness and then relief."
he said he had been needing it. He wanted to go on but I told him I didnt have time since class started and he hugged me (which is like supertotallyweird we do not have that kind of teacher student relationship)
the onyx did it again.
So I went home to do some homework about my own stone really quick...and what I saw on the first link I clicked on surprised me again.
I scrolled down to the how to take care of an onyx section and in the instructions read something along the lines of " To discharge onyx, place under running water for 15-?? seconds" (wish I had that link now)
holy shit this stone is like talking to me or heightening my messaging abilities or something. I feel like in a movie- like no joke.
then on many references it says that onyx is a jealous stone and does not like to have more than one wielder and must be carried on person at all times (which I do and yes I sleep with this big ass rock in my pocket let me live my life)
even now it is changing form still, is dull (which was to be expected of any stone no matter what with so much contact) but now it has a haze color behind it, sometimes green, sometimes brown, and sometimes it will go back to black on black. And it has been getting strange gold pin lines. one went straight through the white part (well not through the white part it was on one side and out the other but nothing in the middle) and no matter what we did it wouldnt come off and it wasnt a scratch as it was flush with the stone. That one dissapeared, but the other one is still on there.
alot more trippy stuff has been going on in my life like this too
so let me know if you wnt to hear more about this stuff and I'll post about it, or if you live in the springs I am more than willing to meet up with you and talk in person about it ^^
(sorry if I didnt link back to anything that I said I was going to I was really distracted while writing this.)
THIS IS AN EVENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME PERSONALLY
IF SPIRITUALISM (this is my religion.) OFFENDS YOU TURN AROUND NOW AND LEAVE. THIS STORY IS ABOUT THAT TOPIC, AND I DONT WANT TO OFFEND YOU, NOR BE OFFENDED THANK YOU.
So this happened in colorado springs, colorado.
The day I graduated highschool my brother, fiance and mom (who was visiting) and I all decided to go to "Celebrations Metaphysical Store"
I had gone here once before to grab some dragonsblood for some cleansing and protection so I had an idea of what they had in stock.
My mom was stoaked because they do not have any designated metaphysical stores where she lives so she promptly went down stairs where all the books are to go learn something new, and my brother
tikiflipper and I browsed around up stairs. Ty had been wanting a pendulum since the very first time we went into the store so he was automatically fixated on finding the one for him, meanwhile my brother is looking for a stone to help him get over a repetitive nightmare that he had been having, and also if he wasn't having it he didnt dream at all. And then there was me. I had nothing in mind in particular that I had wanted or needed so I just kinda looked around. And twoards the back of the room on the right hand side to the left on the shelf were a bunch of sphere stones on little stands. Those were kinda cool, but I promptly turned away because none of the ones offered peaked my interest. They were only different types of jasper (and personally I think they look fugly lol). As soon as I had started walking away I stopped, and had a flash of a day dream. I dreamed that I had moved some of the jasper stones and behind was this black stone that wasnt there before, and I know- I checked that thing thoroughly. Then in my day dream everything around me turned white and I got the adrenaline rush of my life- the onyx was in my hand, and it felt like I was...fighting something. Then my dream self through it with as much internal energy I could conjure- and when it hit the white veil it broke through and black (yet all the colors in the world at the same time, its really hard to describe) blood or flesh of some kind exploded through. Then I snapped back to reality. I turned back at the shelf and observed my brother scan the entire case and pick up stones and no black ones seemed to be there, once he was done I decided to check the shelf out myself since no one knows what I just saw. Then, sure as shit, I moved one of the jaspers and there was the black stone I had seen in my daydream. I had to have it, it fascinates me- it...almost felt like it talked to me (in the sense it showed me it was there.).With this I went up to the front desk to buy it and when I handed it to the lady she gave me a bizarre look and looked at the sticker.
"Where did you get this?"
and of course me being my awkward self my response kinda went like this " Oh- Uh, I- I mean itwasintheback by the uh, jaspers-and yea I didnt see a price-and therewasntmuch-there a-about it.-"
then she said she didnt even knew she had this in the store, they never keep them in stock, and she checked the back area and didnt find one.
Onyx is the stone that chose me.
After this my fiance ended up choosing a poly-chrome jasper because he's really into energy work and it filters energy. I hate the way it feels though, I dont know why it just feels like im holding a bug zapper, my brother feels the same when he holds it and his hand actually locks up. :/ but my fiance says it feels awesome for him.
When I hold my onyx I instantly feel dreamy, like those days when you feel like your in a movie, or nothing seems real- but also calming, like makes more focused to think about it and whats going on.
By brother is an aries also, and him and I love the feeling when we hold the stone
my fiance hates it. Lol I dunno I just find it interesting how people react to different things.
But then again I have always had weird things happen involving dreams and so has my brother, why ty not so much , he astro-projects, is pretty good at making barriers and working with energy (earth energy mostly its actually pretty cool, kinda scary but cool)
my bro is more of the protective type, I dont know why but things flee from him when he wills them to. (not like physical objects or living things...thing is we dont know if they are particularly dead either, idk they dont teach you this shit in school.)
While I....am kinda like a...how do I put this... messanger? I guess, thats what we've been calling it. I dont know, my mom is a messanger as well and she always told me that one day im going to end up doing what she does, she doesnt know how (my parent s dont enforce religion on me) but something will happen and you will want to. And sure as shit here I am. Now its nothing prophet like, dont confuse me with that, i get offended because I am no where near as blessed as they are by the universe, and I DO NOT deserve any title even SIMILAR to that. ( Sorry just how I feel ^^;) I am just kinda like that one person that you run into- never met before, and some how something I say or do, effects you. Touches you.
butIswearitsnotme.
OK LET ME GET BACK TO THAT IT'LL MAKE MORE SENSE HERE SOON.
*sorry im rambling, I just dont normally get to share about this stuff, but I am trying to get over my phobia of people hating me because I believe something different. i dont care what you believe in as long as you know it to be true in your heart. Thats all I really care about when it comes to religion. but I have never really been too open about myself and my religion because, well alot of people think Im doing something awful. They think im working with demons and killing kittys, but NO D': im not that kinda kid I swear thats not what this is about! TnT *
Sadly my brother didnt have anything really call out to him or find anything he really wanted at the time. So with this we left and went to a lil thing calledd graffiti falls to show my mom. And as everyone went off doing their own thing, I kinda became obsessed about the stone, I examined it as thoroughly as my naked eye possibly could,and I really didnt like anyone touching it (my pretty >.> ) and as I was examining the one white spot in the whole thing another daydream hit me, and I had watched myself drop the onyx, and it gently landed in the middle of the stream, and as it sank under the surface of the water not once did it touch the bottom, though the environment under the water was a very rich gold and light blue. Then I snapped back to.
I dont know why but I felt like it was telling me to put it in the water and when I did it felt...different! Almost discharged. to verify I asked tyler to feel it after I put it back in the water without telling him what I was doing and he said the same thing.
ok now this is trippy
so as I went onto the shore I noticed that the onyx is now covered with gold speckles, and that defiantly wasn't there before. The only gold that was on there was around the white spot. Everyone confirmed it, I couldnt rub it off-well cant. Its a part of the stone now.
Later on in the future I end up wanting to draw a thank you gift to him for helping me graduate, and so it was going to be a picture of him looking like wolverine and when I was looking at the white spot on my onyx as I daydreamed this, all of a sudden I was in Celebrations again, and I went into the crystal section to shelf on the left hand side and grabbed a stone, and then my view was at the front desk and I heard some talking. After i few moments I walk into the scene and to the desk and the lady rings it up. I put the stones inside of my onyx's tobacco pouch and give it to him the next day in private. All I heard myself say was "for your journey."
I told my fiance and that day we wend down to the store, and when I walked in I just knew exactly what to grab...well the first part. it was a small ball (one of their smallest sizes) of "Goldstone: Energizer", but after that I turned around and felt like I was missing something very important. i dont know what. and I asked ty to help, and in that same second he said "I dont know why but I feel like its that one." and it was a very sparkly blue stone, "Blue Gold-stone: Protects from psychic attacks"
With this we went up to the front and at the last spur of the moment we got new medicine bags because its purple leather and they were bigger :3
SO FASTFORWARD TO THE NEXT DAY
I go into class and they had already assigned me to the other teacher, so his room was empty and it was just him.
So I gave him the bag and told him "Dont ask me details because I dont know myself, and your going to have to look into more detail about it's metaphysical property because this is all it said on the tag- but something just told me that this is supposed to help you for whatever is happening or going to happen." and he didnt get it and as I explained the goldstone he was still lost but when I told him the definition of the blue one he gave me the weirdest look.
It was like a "How did you know- traumatic flashback-shock-realization-happiness and then relief."
he said he had been needing it. He wanted to go on but I told him I didnt have time since class started and he hugged me (which is like supertotallyweird we do not have that kind of teacher student relationship)
the onyx did it again.
So I went home to do some homework about my own stone really quick...and what I saw on the first link I clicked on surprised me again.
I scrolled down to the how to take care of an onyx section and in the instructions read something along the lines of " To discharge onyx, place under running water for 15-?? seconds" (wish I had that link now)
holy shit this stone is like talking to me or heightening my messaging abilities or something. I feel like in a movie- like no joke.
then on many references it says that onyx is a jealous stone and does not like to have more than one wielder and must be carried on person at all times (which I do and yes I sleep with this big ass rock in my pocket let me live my life)
even now it is changing form still, is dull (which was to be expected of any stone no matter what with so much contact) but now it has a haze color behind it, sometimes green, sometimes brown, and sometimes it will go back to black on black. And it has been getting strange gold pin lines. one went straight through the white part (well not through the white part it was on one side and out the other but nothing in the middle) and no matter what we did it wouldnt come off and it wasnt a scratch as it was flush with the stone. That one dissapeared, but the other one is still on there.
alot more trippy stuff has been going on in my life like this too
so let me know if you wnt to hear more about this stuff and I'll post about it, or if you live in the springs I am more than willing to meet up with you and talk in person about it ^^
(sorry if I didnt link back to anything that I said I was going to I was really distracted while writing this.)
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well that took a little while to read xD
but I must say, this really intrigues me .3. I'm not so familiar with.. what was it again..metaphysical? stuff. but this sounds fascinating .3. I've always been interested in things of this sort. almost like out of this world type of events and objects.
but anyways, Im glad the onyx seems to be doing well for you :D seems like it's really helping improve your life, one way or another ^u^
I can almost say I'm jealous you get to experience something so amazing, but i'm happy for you too ^u^ I just wasn't raised around stuff so.. i dont know the right word for it. more superstitious type things? idunno xD I just wish I was since I can only search the internet and read on wonders like this. anyways it sounds like your family revolves around this sort of thing for the most part, and that sounds so cool ^u^ I wish you luck on whatever events the onyx brings to you next ^u^
but I must say, this really intrigues me .3. I'm not so familiar with.. what was it again..metaphysical? stuff. but this sounds fascinating .3. I've always been interested in things of this sort. almost like out of this world type of events and objects.
but anyways, Im glad the onyx seems to be doing well for you :D seems like it's really helping improve your life, one way or another ^u^
I can almost say I'm jealous you get to experience something so amazing, but i'm happy for you too ^u^ I just wasn't raised around stuff so.. i dont know the right word for it. more superstitious type things? idunno xD I just wish I was since I can only search the internet and read on wonders like this. anyways it sounds like your family revolves around this sort of thing for the most part, and that sounds so cool ^u^ I wish you luck on whatever events the onyx brings to you next ^u^
I've been into metaphysics for a while also cuz. Its some pretty cool stuff. I have a few friends who know a lot about it. I have a friend who is a druid and could tell you a lot about what is happening to you. If you want to contact him, let me know and i'll give you his FB or something along those lines.
I can appreciate the fear of how others may react to someone who does not share their beliefs, especially something considered "new age" like minerology. I can't say I really believe in the power of minerals myself, but I still found your experience very inspiring and intriguing. I don't doubt that the stone was there, that nobody had an idea it was there, and that you were meant to find it. Everything that you write about reinforces that the experience you had was authentic and not imagined.
I used to have this large amythist and quartz crystal, the top half being a nice clear purple and the bottom half a milky opaque white, that I simply found right in front of me in a well when I was 4 or 5. I decided to keep it. My dad was into the supposedly healing powers of crystals but didn't seem to be able to do anything with it. When I held it, though, and put it above their skin (supposedly this is what you did with these kinds of crystals to "heal"), people would say they felt a burning sensation. I tried it on a cousin who had no idea I was behind them, and sure enough, they smacked me good because they thought I was burning them with something. The crystal kept getting stolen, because I was young and showed it to everybody, but it always found its way back until years ago. I tend to think it was more psychosomatic, but the experience always intrigued me and I do kind of wish I still had that crystal even today.
When you mention dragon's blood, what is that, exactly? Not trying to judge, but if it is considered "real", how exactly would that have been harvested? And if it's presumed it is not real, which would be sensible to me, what exactly is it? :)
Anyway, great journal post! I would be interested to learn about it. Just send me a note. :)
I used to have this large amythist and quartz crystal, the top half being a nice clear purple and the bottom half a milky opaque white, that I simply found right in front of me in a well when I was 4 or 5. I decided to keep it. My dad was into the supposedly healing powers of crystals but didn't seem to be able to do anything with it. When I held it, though, and put it above their skin (supposedly this is what you did with these kinds of crystals to "heal"), people would say they felt a burning sensation. I tried it on a cousin who had no idea I was behind them, and sure enough, they smacked me good because they thought I was burning them with something. The crystal kept getting stolen, because I was young and showed it to everybody, but it always found its way back until years ago. I tend to think it was more psychosomatic, but the experience always intrigued me and I do kind of wish I still had that crystal even today.
When you mention dragon's blood, what is that, exactly? Not trying to judge, but if it is considered "real", how exactly would that have been harvested? And if it's presumed it is not real, which would be sensible to me, what exactly is it? :)
Anyway, great journal post! I would be interested to learn about it. Just send me a note. :)
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