So i lied on the journal saying that I was going to be working on this song for a week or two. Well I find out that I have today and tomorrow off at work so I decided to dedicate some time to this lovely and depressing song.

This song is about my ex-girlfriend and this is how I felt figuratively. No I didn't kill myself but I wanted to. I had these images in my head of me holding a bottle of pills and just to overdose on drugs. This was about a year and a half ago. Things are left in the past and I do not condone suicide. This song is about what I felt and what I imagined of what I would do.

Don't worry I'm just letting emotions out that should've been let out a long time ago and now I can.

All instruments, lyrics, and vocals are by me.

Lyrics:
I drank myself to sleep
Hoping that there will be a better tomorrow
Dried tears cover my face
I toss and turn
Dreaming of your face

I need your answer
To my calls
That you keep ignoring

My life was about you
Holding hands together
Underneath the tree
That I sit here alone
My heart is broken
And will never be
Repaired to its fullest

I'm broken

I'm Broken!

Now I sit here with a pill bottle in my hand
The memories are haunting me for to long
There's blood on the table
And pictures of you everywhere
I take one last gulp
Of the medication
I lay back
Closing my eyes
I take one last breath
Goodbye my love

Goodbye my love!