Anxiety... You are described as an unpleasant state of inner turmoil, often accompanied by nervous behavior, such as pacing back and forth, somatic complaints and rumination. You are to me like like hot ice infused with electricity inside me just beneath my heart forcing shock into my body like the electricity that we all need and like the pain we all want to leave and then for most you do... But for me you don't, you stay like a faithful friend, always there to comfort me when I'm alone, always there when something goes wrong, always there when I'm at home, preschool, school, home work, jobs, when I'm working hard or hardly working, when I'm at friends or out for lunch there you are reminding me. "I haven't done much work maybe I should be doing something". "I'm doing work maybe it's not the right kind". "You shouldn't be having fun you've wasted so much time, you're worthless if you keep going this way, I mean look at you, you should be in uni or working right now that's why your like this"!
Anxiety... You are described as an unpleasant state of inner turmoil, often accompanied by nervous behavior, such as pacing back and forth, somatic complaints. Gunk is the word that comes to mind when I think about that. I feel like there is immovable gunk stopping me from feeling hungry and turning all food in to a revolting muck I don't know how but you starved me without me even knowing it. I feel like I can eat that spoon full of rice but when I picked it up I gagged as tough I just a 3 course meal even though I hadn't eaten anything in two days, I lost 18 to 20 kgs in under a month or just over I can't remember now. "Why are you worrying about food you just spent 5 hours in bed watching youtube, now hurry up and get your breakfast it's almost 1 and you haven't done anything". "Do some work if your not going to get food but remember you need food so you can work well". I still can't eat so I stay in bed till tea comes... It's a struggle to get in and out of bed when there is arthritis in the places that are used to lift you into a seated position but but maybe that's just an excuses to move less...
Anxiety... You are described as an unpleasant state of inner turmoil, often accompanied by nervous behavior, such as pacing back and forth. I feel like I do that allot even if it's only in my head, but then I get even more anxiety so it doesn't help but I do it anyway like it's going to change something or create an idea or something will change if I spend enough time doing it. Most of the time I just find it wastes time "What are you doing wasting time you really think a well payed lawyer got anywhere just by pacing back and forth you should hit the books and learn all those things you missed out on and made you fail school, there's a reason you can't have a good relationship idiot, when have you ever met someone who has a relationship that lasts with a someone who likes a predictable and comfortable life"? That just leads to more pacing back and forth trying to shake the feeling.
Anxiety... You are described as an unpleasant state of inner turmoil, often accompanied by nervous behavior... Wiggling my foot, tapping my shoe or moving some body part sounds about right, it's sort of just to make myself seem like I'm doing something, anything to to keep that piercing feeling away it's like a constant ache through my body that won't go away but can be clammed if I keep moving, heaven forbid should I relax, it's like my body slowly fills with lava that burns with unwarranted fear so I keep moving something, even something small works...
Anxiety... You are described as an unpleasant state of inner turmoil... Yeah that sounds about right...

~I_am_not_alone