*huggles* you are no parasite

Hard to see at first but when you do see it emotions hit you like a loaded train

this is truly art from the heart

You know it's hard to see when you only live in darkness

Nice...

Eek! *hides* that thing scared me

:c Haruu, love, no one thinks you're a parasite. *hugs* It's gonna be okay.

I know you don't know me, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here.

I don't understand, but it looks emotional.

That's deep.
Very little do you see art with such emotion inside it.
Your not a parasite, your a master of art.
People don't want parasites, yet we want you here.
So how can you be a parasite?

You are not a parasite Theo, you are a master of the arts.

So dark I could barely see.

...I know times are tough. But think about how many people you've reached. You've made a difference in a lot of people's lives for the better, one in particular who love you. Even if that doesn't make you feel better... At least you're venting. Emotions happen, and I think a lot of people forget about that, negative emotions are normal. Venting is good, but at the same time... Know your watchers support you in your time of need.
You are not taking anything from them.
They are giving things to you, of their own free will.
Comments, support, critique, and they are paying you to make something because of how well you make it.
...
Maybe I'm jumping to conclusions from the title. It could be a much deeper issue.
But remember that your watchers care.
...And if they don't, well... At least one does enough to write out all of this.