IF you are curious whats going on with me and haven't read my journal Here it is...
if you want to talk to me my skype is on my FA page and here ---> Leravixen590 <---- please understand if i seem snappy or annoyed... when something like this is going on... kinda hard not to be that way...

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When your dieing a different level of depression kicks in...
and it just did for me...

I've been okay till yesterday... everything just broke and the reality has caught up to me...
im scared to die... its a scary thing not knowing whats going to happen...

we as humans have a vague idea of what comes after we draw our last breath but to be honest... no one except those we have already lost know...

What if its horrible? what if its great?
We wont know till we meet our fate...
And for some unfortunate people it comes to early... being only 18... I had dreams... But so far they are all going down the drain faster and faster...

I don't want to die...

Someone save me please....

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the art is mine please dont steal it as its all i seem to have left...