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Ya know what fucking sucks? Losing a Best Friend.
Ya know what's worse than that? Knowing that despite your best intentions you both were too fucked up in the head to make the friendship last just ended up hurting each other.. :/
I was having anxiety attacks all thru the morning and I finally sat down and drew my feelings out and this just pretty much forced me thru the 5 Stages of grief (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K%C3%BCbler-Ross_model#Stages) and I'd say I'm starting to finally settle on 'Acceptance' so, eh.
Character is mine.
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I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
<b>I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense </b>
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
--White Flag by Dido
Ya know what's worse than that? Knowing that despite your best intentions you both were too fucked up in the head to make the friendship last just ended up hurting each other.. :/
I was having anxiety attacks all thru the morning and I finally sat down and drew my feelings out and this just pretty much forced me thru the 5 Stages of grief (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K%C3%BCbler-Ross_model#Stages) and I'd say I'm starting to finally settle on 'Acceptance' so, eh.
Character is mine.
---
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
<b>I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense </b>
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
--White Flag by Dido
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Old art, but relatable AF.
My best friend of 8 years fell on hard times, and he didn't have enough money to buy food. I should've been suspicious when he asked me for money instead of letting me buy the food/do the shopping for him, but I didn't realize what he was doing until I saw the cotton balls and used syringes in his apartment. He came clean to me about his habit, and we still hung out for a while, but he began to use me for money. He would always want a ride from me to "see his friends", when he was actually seeing his dealer.
Eventually, I got fed up with all the lies and the drama, and cut ties with him. He returned the favor by talking shit about me behind my back, trying to make ME look like the bad guy. Trying to convince me that I was somehow at fault for not enabling his habit.
He tried to come back into my life about a year ago, and I told him I don't ever want to see his face again. Haven't heard from him since, but I'm still mad, still hurting, and still trying to make sense of it.
8 years of brotherhood, gone.
My best friend of 8 years fell on hard times, and he didn't have enough money to buy food. I should've been suspicious when he asked me for money instead of letting me buy the food/do the shopping for him, but I didn't realize what he was doing until I saw the cotton balls and used syringes in his apartment. He came clean to me about his habit, and we still hung out for a while, but he began to use me for money. He would always want a ride from me to "see his friends", when he was actually seeing his dealer.
Eventually, I got fed up with all the lies and the drama, and cut ties with him. He returned the favor by talking shit about me behind my back, trying to make ME look like the bad guy. Trying to convince me that I was somehow at fault for not enabling his habit.
He tried to come back into my life about a year ago, and I told him I don't ever want to see his face again. Haven't heard from him since, but I'm still mad, still hurting, and still trying to make sense of it.
8 years of brotherhood, gone.
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