Once I thought of being called a friend,
But why, I've seemed to forgot.
I gave you trust and friendship,
And in return I ruined our relationship.

I know I messed up and made my mistakes,
And one major one was thinking my friends were such big fakes.
You think I’ve got it bad,
Well hun you don't know what I had.

You say everything's my fault,
Look in a mirror, and see your own life,
And see how, without me, you’re in pure happiness.
I take a look at my happiness and saw how it’s declining.

I blame myself for what people say,
But I can't keep the truth at bay.
I am hated, despised,
And about to meet my own demise.

That false smile I wear,
Would make my own mother's heart tear.
I am hateful and disgusting and waiting to betray someone,
Now you're by yourself on that lonely run.

Even dogs are more loyal than I,
And I hope my black ice cold heart breaks in two.
I thought I could be beautiful, because I believed I was different,
But I was proved wrong.