peacocks and peahen are more beautiful than i remember.
but it always made me sort of sad that peahens were so much more plain than peacocks. i know why, but...
sometimes i wish it were the opposite.
oh well.


i'm feeling ... a little bit better.
things are still... harder, but.
it's fading i'm trying to move on from this episode. this mood. this... everything.
i know i can do it it's just... time.

---
For 3 weeks, she sleeps
Through the rain
I've gotta try, to keep her dry
Or I'm out of ways
Self books, love cooks
Steel her away
Through you know, and where ya go
All in a day
So, la-di-da la-di-da ah-haa
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohhhh
La-di-da La-di-da ah-haa
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh-ohhhh