I just wanted to vent some, haven't been drawing for days, been playing runescape LOL

I am bipolar, and it affects me alot. I am taking meds for it, but this week has been horrible. I just feel like crap. :>

And I am so jealous of every one. Like, my friends who are dating, and have been together with someone for months and years and what not. I don't know what love is. I always jump in head first in a relationship, and breaks up after a month, or gets dumped. It's so stupid.

Aaaaaaa


//paps self