I don't dream often during the night; mostly my dreams are day dreams, but it's rare for me to have a dream I can remember.

The other night I had one where I was just randomly falling, passing by clouds and birds without a care, but once the clouds broke to reveal the land, I felt completely panicked. Then I noticed that no matter how fast or how long I fell, I was not getting closer to the ground; it was like it was falling with me as I dropped.

When my fear subsided, I started to take in the area beneath me; it was a winding river with flanked by small tree covered hills and expansive flood plains on either side filled with lovely flowers and shrubs. Enjoying the sights so much, I wished that I could reach the ground just to see all the awesome sites, but I remained locked in a free-fall to nowhere.

Everything quickly changed after that, as everything began to darken in color slowly until I could see nothing but myself and a black void on every side of me. I began to slow down and then come to a stop suspended in the darkness. I was no longer being pulled in any direction in general, but in every direction possible at once. it became difficult to breath to the point I thought I was suffocating. It continued like this for what felt like the longest time and then I could no longer feel anything; I was just suspended and completely numb until I finally woke up.

Just a simple sketch of Erin, in my nini time sweat cloths for when it's cold, over the river and meadow part of the dream

Just thought I'd post this to show why I haven't been coming on as often as I normally do. I don't like telling anyone how I'm feeling usually, cus bad moods can be contagious, but there's not much of a reason other the that to lie about it.