am I doin it right? =U


okay here's what's been happening to me lately

pc breaks, but it doesn't, but it kinda is, and finally it does break, had to reformat, after reformat, had to reinstall everything,
and then pc starts hanging right after logging in.. after a few hours googling around i tried what's been suggested and start removing and using parts from other pc.. and right now using ram from my bf's pc.. and.. everything seems. normal.. so far...

is it possible that everything happens because of my faulty ram? D:

but anyway.. gosh.. it's been a very crazy non-enjoyable chinese new year week. i was in a very dark place.. started imagining doing scary things ( like eating chewing gums and sticking it on a bench, and littering the streets cause i'm badass like that).. and and.. drawing furries is what makes / keeps me from doing those things... but.. sometimes i just felt like it's unfair when things happened to me. I know i know.. don't kill myself for things that I can't control, but dammit.. other people are not doing anything important and yet their pc still works... I'm on my final years making crappy games for project and my pc don't want to let me get the degree... sometimes I just felt like i need to cleanse myself from all these bad luck. but ya know what. all these luck crapio are for wussies. Arrwulf's not a wussy =U he's a friggin wolf.. so yeap. I'm gonna be strong and keep drawing crappy arts, and keep making crappy games... cause i deserve a friggin degree. i won't stop now, even i have to start from scratch again.
/rant


but yeah. enjoy this little wulfthing.. this is why he doesn't have many wolf friends or get invited to wolfparties =U