After reading through a web comic last night, something was flipped inside me. I felt quite a lot of... bleh, and I couldn't figure out why. Thought it was something to do with the end of comic, or how some of the characters turned out, or just the fact that it was over and I was really enjoying it.

I'unno. I still don't know. But I came to realise that I just don't draw enough. Or consistently, and I really, REALLY want to draw a lot more. I want to develop my art through something on going as opposed to once off commission works and random gifts. Problem is, I don't know how good I am at story telling. And fucked if I know just to tell a story about.

I had one thing in mind that I could do, but I don't want to start with that one and fuck it up. Either way, I need to draw more, practice some more poses that I don't do often. And goof around a bit.



... aaaaaaanyways. I want to consider this a mark for more productivity from me. Though we all know how often that falls through. Either way, I feel shit about myself and where I am, so I'm going to change it.