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was feelin really blegh at the time so drew/painted this up...its amazing how fat women can feel sometimes too, weird stuff -___-
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 523 x 429px
File Size 223.4 kB
The pit.
It's that warm familiar empty place where everything is all about whoever is inside.
It feels terrible, but it's like an abusive parent you can't help but love.
A nostalgic pain.
It's where we go when our heart breaks. It's where we go when we hate ourselves.
That old familiar pit. The rest of the world changes but it never does.
I'll sink into it up to my forehead and it will heat up like a sauna from my tears, the pain in the back of my pallet.
It's the worst pain that I can always take a little more of.
It's inviting, it's comfortable.
And right when I start to enjoy it, a cold light shines in and I'm snatched out of it.
I WAS WARM! I WAS COMFORTABLE!
YOU!
YOU RUINED THE ONLY THING I HAD!
... but then it's all closed up. I can't go back.
Now I can't even be alone. My unhappiness has been robbed from me.
I'll be made happy and forget the pit, but I know it's waiting for me.
The longer I'm away the more it will hurt.
Every time, the same thing.
Hot and dark, then cold and light.
Never comfortable for long.
The pit doesn't want me, neither does the world.
I'm pushed between the two, suffering through both...
...
It's that warm familiar empty place where everything is all about whoever is inside.
It feels terrible, but it's like an abusive parent you can't help but love.
A nostalgic pain.
It's where we go when our heart breaks. It's where we go when we hate ourselves.
That old familiar pit. The rest of the world changes but it never does.
I'll sink into it up to my forehead and it will heat up like a sauna from my tears, the pain in the back of my pallet.
It's the worst pain that I can always take a little more of.
It's inviting, it's comfortable.
And right when I start to enjoy it, a cold light shines in and I'm snatched out of it.
I WAS WARM! I WAS COMFORTABLE!
YOU!
YOU RUINED THE ONLY THING I HAD!
... but then it's all closed up. I can't go back.
Now I can't even be alone. My unhappiness has been robbed from me.
I'll be made happy and forget the pit, but I know it's waiting for me.
The longer I'm away the more it will hurt.
Every time, the same thing.
Hot and dark, then cold and light.
Never comfortable for long.
The pit doesn't want me, neither does the world.
I'm pushed between the two, suffering through both...
...
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