D: oh wow... I'm so sorry man... Having someone change just like thsybfor the worst isn't fun... I changed and became super internet based, but God forbid I ever become like that... I'm sorry you lost your friend, man... I have lost contact mostly with a lot of my old friends because of school changes and because I left a community because I came to terms with being gay... I still do my best to keep in contact with them though...

Any way, I really hope you make it through this. Loosing someone close to you like that is a really hard thing to go through. *hugs* we're all here for you.

PS. If you ever wanna talk, just note me. I'll listen. :3

I read this and it nearly brought tears to my eyes, such a beautiful yet sad story, I really do hope you make it through this.