i decided to take the time to do one of those progress memes for the year! idk if my months are accurate LOOOL but i was surprised looking through my tumblr for pictures how many pieces i have posted for some monthes as compared to others. I dont really know what or where ive gone this year, but it doesnt matter because now it is the end and i will try harder next year. still, this was a longer year than i perceived, looking back, but im afraid to say it has not been a good one. earlier in, i was super depressed and then i lost a lot of people and friends(some who ere very particularly important to me....i stopped drawing a lot somewhere along the way). however, i have strengthened relationships with other and began to almost start liking my art style now(just a little, its a very struggling process for me). i just want to thank the people who always tell me my art is great and my friends who never stop speaking to me. i dont show it, but im an extremely lonely person with low self esteem and i am having so many problems with my belief and how i am viewing the people im around on a daily basis. so the ones i come online to who are always loving, encouraging mean the world to me. thank you!

(also props for another year of super inconsistent style!! NEVER FAIL TO DISAPPOINT MYSELF)