flash back kick back of a load gun
smoke fills the fine maw
a exit to thee blackness
desecration to annihilation of molestation
was here as it was raped out of me
thy gift of one self to be
these flash back come back to haunt me
and i face thee path of time
as i fight and fight this battle all alone
iv finally cave in and told
just make me numb
pill by pill
make it bitter and make me ill
make me anything else because i am demeaned of a person
my soul is lost in thee serpents nest
as jaws are locked around my spine
as i am crucified of my very own life
is death thee only release for my internal peace