....had a shitty month guys...and just when I cant think it could get any worse, reality decides its cooler to just come up to me and punch me in the face :I ...Brain, can you like turn of for 5 minutes so I stop thinking about it. Everyone says to not worry, and to get over it...but its easier said than done...I think I put it behind me, until it decides that its going to pay me a lovely visit and remind me of everything.

ugh


on the plus side, looks like I am cuddling with professor stripums (my stuffed tiger from childhood.) I know he'll be there for me, he never gets mad..just listens to my nonsensical rambling


WARNING NO AUDIO TO THE VIDEO because youtube also strongly dislikes me tonight.Just look up Pink Floyd Blue Sky if you really wanna know what the song was.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDpGcwrsZ1o