*looks up from under her hair, smiles*
Six years ago, be it misunderstanding or malevolent intent, someone very special to me was taken from my life, someone who was a dear friend, a trusted confidant and the man whom I loved. It was painful, horrible and left me with far more poison and emptiness than I realized, even at the time.
Six years later, fears aside and after many tears, we have another chance to share in life together.
Maybe you have someone in your life, someone special to you, whom circumstance, misunderstanding or stupid pride has placed great distance between your hearts. Please, take this moment to remember that person, how they touched you, and do whatever you must to bridge that distance. Six years is a long time to leave your hearts broken.
A gift to my beloved friend... and so much more...
ahriman. *smiles serenely* Thank you for returning to my life and giving us another chance to share in the wonders this world holds together.
Six years ago, be it misunderstanding or malevolent intent, someone very special to me was taken from my life, someone who was a dear friend, a trusted confidant and the man whom I loved. It was painful, horrible and left me with far more poison and emptiness than I realized, even at the time.
Six years later, fears aside and after many tears, we have another chance to share in life together.
Maybe you have someone in your life, someone special to you, whom circumstance, misunderstanding or stupid pride has placed great distance between your hearts. Please, take this moment to remember that person, how they touched you, and do whatever you must to bridge that distance. Six years is a long time to leave your hearts broken.
A gift to my beloved friend... and so much more...
ahriman. *smiles serenely* Thank you for returning to my life and giving us another chance to share in the wonders this world holds together. Category Artwork (Traditional) / Comics
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I forgive friends easilly and I think the longest time I went without talking to one of them over a tiff was like a year. I guess that's why I have so many stab wounds and knives in my back at the moment but to me each new scar to my soul by being betrayed and then forgiving them is a badge of honor to me because I! took the high road and don't let it bother me. That is just from how I was raised. I was raised with the good aspects of the bible without adopting the prejudice that normally comes with it.
But all in all I am happy you could make amends with a close friend.
But all in all I am happy you could make amends with a close friend.
Thank you love.
His contacting me really took me by surprise and I was honestly left emotionally *sets her chin* well, "confused" maybe? "Knocked flat on my ass" is more like it... *chuckles* But it's amazing how much happier I am, having him back in my life again.
His contacting me really took me by surprise and I was honestly left emotionally *sets her chin* well, "confused" maybe? "Knocked flat on my ass" is more like it... *chuckles* But it's amazing how much happier I am, having him back in my life again.
*nods and offers hugs* I don't know the specifics in your case, but in my experience it definitely seems like there's a direct relationship between the depth of the bond and the emotional energy it takes to nurse a grudge. There are some betrayals I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive, but who knows what the future holds? At least there's hope.
Well... *head tilts* I suppose I can certainly empathize, love. I'd not be so vain as to say "I understand", as noone understands your specific pain except for you, that is. The people who murdered my friends... Kelly's parents... I can think of some I'll likely never forgive, but a friend...?
Me... well... *sighs, hugging herself* I got too much love in me to push away a true friend. Much less someone I love, who would've probably been my only one had things been a bit different.
Me... well... *sighs, hugging herself* I got too much love in me to push away a true friend. Much less someone I love, who would've probably been my only one had things been a bit different.
I'm sorry to hear of this, dear.
Though, why can't it, love? *smiles sadly* That is... and I don't wish to be untoward... but, I realize I was lucky in that he missed me being in his life it seems as much as I missed him being in mine and contacted me, finally. But can you not contact your lost loved ones or do they refuse such communication?
Though, why can't it, love? *smiles sadly* That is... and I don't wish to be untoward... but, I realize I was lucky in that he missed me being in his life it seems as much as I missed him being in mine and contacted me, finally. But can you not contact your lost loved ones or do they refuse such communication?
Sorry for the sudden switch of gears, love. I certainly hadn't planned on this, have the next three Prinny comics and quite a few assorted other new ones ready to go, but such a fortunate life-changing happening inspired me.
Thank you for your respectful nature. *smiles, accepting a hankie or two* S'very kind of you. I keep reviewing this one, trying to catch up on notes and comments this morning, just have to look at it again. Out of everything I've posted up here, this has the most genuine emotion I've put into anything in a Very long time.
I'm not familiar with the meme, but I'll take your word for i's naturet. Most meme humour escapes me, either way.
Thank you for your respectful nature. *smiles, accepting a hankie or two* S'very kind of you. I keep reviewing this one, trying to catch up on notes and comments this morning, just have to look at it again. Out of everything I've posted up here, this has the most genuine emotion I've put into anything in a Very long time.
I'm not familiar with the meme, but I'll take your word for i's naturet. Most meme humour escapes me, either way.
Technically, it's 'Right in the feels'.
Just a way to say that one is overcome with emotion and can't quite get the words out.
http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/feels
(I don't really care for most memes myself, as they appear to be like fads that too many latch onto and then are drained dry.)
Just a way to say that one is overcome with emotion and can't quite get the words out.
http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/feels
(I don't really care for most memes myself, as they appear to be like fads that too many latch onto and then are drained dry.)
I'm glad for you as well, love. *sighs, smiling* Love is the most precious gift we can ever have in this world. Denying it, hiding it or poisoning it- seems unconscionable to me.
Thank you for the kindness. *sighs serenely* I sleep a bit better now, no nightmares for the last two days. Knowing the "how" and "why" of what happened, having someone whom I love so dearly back in my life- Indeed.
Thank you for the kindness. *sighs serenely* I sleep a bit better now, no nightmares for the last two days. Knowing the "how" and "why" of what happened, having someone whom I love so dearly back in my life- Indeed.
True love...? *blushes brightly*
Uhm...
Oh damn... *scritches her neck, genuinely embarrassed*
*ahem*... Well, and conveniently addressing a side point... I've always looked at the maxim more along the lines of "True friendship means never having to say you're sorry, but you do so anyways"
Uhm...
Oh damn... *scritches her neck, genuinely embarrassed*
*ahem*... Well, and conveniently addressing a side point... I've always looked at the maxim more along the lines of "True friendship means never having to say you're sorry, but you do so anyways"
Once again, I'm reminded that no matter how afraid I am, facing those fears is never as bad as letting them win. I am so glad that I finally had the guts to contact you again. I'm looking forward to many days spent talking and helping support each other. Or just having some drinks and ranting at each other about all the ignorant shit in this world that people like you and I will prolly never understand. Love you hon, your like a rainbow at night to me, a beautiful miracle. :)
*re-reads and gets teary* You paint me in such colors, like a shaft of gold from the sky. How you can see me as such leaves me breathless, love. You know you've never had anything to be afraid of with me, Fenris. You've always been somewhere inside me. *squeezes your hand* After all the years you still are...
Well, maybe one thing to be afraid of, but that's for another time and maybe a more private venue...
Well, maybe one thing to be afraid of, but that's for another time and maybe a more private venue...
By all means, love. *smiles softly* I understand.
I try to always send a note to people if their statement was inflammatory or the only response I have to something is too emotional, negative or personal to one or both of us. Just seems more respectful a matter to me.
I try to always send a note to people if their statement was inflammatory or the only response I have to something is too emotional, negative or personal to one or both of us. Just seems more respectful a matter to me.
D'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *eyeswipe*
Letting things go is the one of things that make me cry for real, even tho they are dripping drama. It's that sense of syncronisation, soul-mating, dah double-ended "fuck what was, c'mere you..." fills body with pure happiness, like you're fine, even if the world would spin backwards.
Grats on your togetherness, sweet.
Letting things go is the one of things that make me cry for real, even tho they are dripping drama. It's that sense of syncronisation, soul-mating, dah double-ended "fuck what was, c'mere you..." fills body with pure happiness, like you're fine, even if the world would spin backwards.
Grats on your togetherness, sweet.
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