Yes, the background is crap and I'm aware of the contradicting perspectives... I just had to get this out of my head to make room for other things.

Moving on...

Have you ever had a point in your life to which you have random fleeting thoughts about your current situation? Like, what's going on at that moment is important to you that it stirs up thoughts in a chain; various and fleeting and not really meaning anything cryptic, just... 'things that could be nice if' yadda yadda?

And in those thoughts, did you ever think if you shared them with someone who was involved you'd think they'd call you crazy or obsessive, instead of feeling flattered like you think they should?

I image everyone on this planet has had thoughts like these. Yet, I am here presenting one I had a little bit ago that's been bouncing around in my brain to be set free. It's something that was fleeting, random, and I found it to be incredibly cute. I just thought... 'Ah, that's so cute.' Followed by feelings of warm fuzzies.

Does it mean I am expecting this? No.
Does it mean I must have this? No.
Does it mean I would find it incredible if it ever came to pass? Yeah, this answer more or less. Because it's fun to think about.

It's meant to be flattering. So to the one who's a part of this piece, I share with you something I randomly thought up a bit ago, that I just thought was so cute. I was afraid it might freak you out, but you've reassured me that pretty much anything I say or do isn't going to make you think I'm the 'wrong' kind of crazy. X3

Also, I'm sorry but I could not fit the boat. It would have killed me.