Hello ^^. I know that you don't know me or anything, and this may be a little strange coming from a complete stranger, but your letter reminded me a lot of how I felt in high school. I was picked on a lot for being different, and I never really got to have a normal teenage life as it were. I dropped out my junior year which I probably don't regret as much as I should, but the scars from that time in my life are still there. Unfortunately I never learned how to make them stop or how to feel comfortable with myself until I had been outside of school for a number of years, but I did want to reach out and let you know that you're not alone. I can completely understand your pain, and there's nothing that makes that any easier. I'm glad that you were brave enough to vent your feelings, though. I was always too afraid to do that and kept them bottled up inside. I think that maybe I would have been a better person if I had. I think you're very brave ^^.

Thank you so so SO much for that comment! It immediately cheered me up <3~ Like honestly in my middle school year i was being bullied to the point it got physcial .... I was thrown against a locker once .... I was slammed to the ground by a boy , and no teachers did anything .. And as for the emotional scarring .... that will never go away , yes it can be masked but ... ya know.... its like a scab in a gross way ... it can be covered but there will always that one day when you are alone and you just think about those dark days .... and how something could be down ... but the person was to scared to say or do anything ... and as for my feelsing ..... i HAD to write them down , in order to not want to throw a punch or start to cry infront of people ....

I really do like what you said in that comment , you seem like a nice person and as for that ... i will be watching you ... but not in a stalker type way xD ;v;

Yeah I think a lot of teachers, or at least the ones that were never picked on, just have this attitude that it's your own fault you're being bullied and ignore it. You'd think that over the years they'd learn but I guess ignorance never ends @_@. I know what you mean about middle school. The kids used to spit on me or beat me up on the bus in the driver's blind spot. Those were really rough times. Thankfully it was never really physically violent in high school, just the same verbal harassment, neglect and evil better-than-thou attitude as always. I was very happy to hear that one boy in middle school that picked on me relentlessly and called me gay grew up to be a rather trashy and unsuccessful drag queen XD.

I returned the watch ^^. I'm always here if you wanna chat or anything. We can not stalker each other together! LOL