Okay, this is my new alias Sorrow!
Now that Kees made a new Demonic Fursona, and I don't have any forsonas left, well: Here he is! An Alias that's supposed to show just my fucking dark sides!
I know he looks like an evil Kave, without being coloured^^"".... But well, Kave's appearance suits me the most so... I just gave him my middle parting hairstyle, like I had when I was 0-21 years old, because it brings back a lot of good memories.

I don't know, I chosed the Name Sorrow as a placeholder, just to write the BG Story.... but the more I use the name, the more I think it suits him XDD So it'll stay^^

Name: Sorrow Divine (.... I don't know if the second name will stay....)
# 14.03.1789
Died with 18
Eyes: dark red
Hair: Black
Fur: light grey (base colour), white (muzzle), darkgrey (around an under his eyes, chest, underarms, lower leg, inside of the ears and tail tip) (darkgrey fades into black if his body fades into the Shadowy form)
Body specifics: Many scars, very muscly, looong black fingernals, upsidedown cross tattoo on his back
Elements: Death, Darkness, Telekinesis
Side: Master of the Shadows, but now that he lives in this Shadow World, he calls his Kind of existance "Shade" XD (Normally just "Schatten", because even when I tell the Story of mine in German, I use the English names Shadows and Silencers. So Schatten (german for Shadow) is okay, but well, I now needed an englisch word XDD)
Character: easily rages out and has temper tantrums very often, go-fuck-yourself-behaviour to everyone until the others start to make him like them, he's a loner even though he hates to be alone, he's an alcoholic, a smoker, harms himself, he's gay and wants to be a seme, but if you made it to seduce him and hurt him he shows that he is a masochistic little kitty and he's addicted to sex

Background Story:
Sorrow was one of the first Masters of the Shadows and the leader of the Shadow Group on the Endless Graveyards back then in the 18th century. But because he's an asshole and treaded everyone like shit, one of the other Master of the Shadows on this Graveyard started to fight him as he was weak, because he hadn't absorbed enough Shadows. The other Shadow wanted to get rid of the Graveyards asshole, and it worked. He killed Sorrow, but because they were both using the Master of the Shadow Power, Sorrow was somehow dragged into the Shadow world.
Noone can see him, he can't touch other Mobians (alive or dead), so he just lives a lonesome life there since meanwhile nearly 400 years.
He exists like a shadowlike being. Parts of his body can vanish and turn to shadows or smoke-like stuff. If he is in a complete Mobian form, he can touch things and grope thm. But other mobians might find it disturbing, if he does that in front of their eyes, because they just see the thing moving. He is a little like a poltergeist for them.
Very few Mobians can feel his presence (like the Heads of the World of Death or very strong Telepaths). But they can't hear him talking, neither can they touch him. So the only creatures he is with, are other shadows, wifting around and pissing him off.
Poor Sorrow. He wanted all to leave him alone, but now he gets crazy in this lonelyness, drowning it in alcohol, depressions, rage and selfharm, while amusing himself by going into hot guys houses, watching them masturbating or having sex with other guys. Since he's addicted to sex but has noone to have sex with, he has to at least watch others. He also jerks off on them then^^
But he got used to this existance, so he stays there, waiting if another Mobian drops into this world one day. <s>And well, if it's a guy, I know what he will do with him XD</s>
Perhaps I will create some other guys for this world later^^ I think, also Silencer could accidentally fall into this Shadow world*-*

But I hope, Kees new Fursona Merah and my new Alias Sorrow would be able to become something like friends XDD Cause, since Merah's a girl, she's not just a wandering sex object for him^^ And since she's demonic, he will think that she's somehow cool... for a girl XDD


Death:
Sorrow was always beaten up (and raped until he was 15) by his alcoholic father, and also Sorrow's mother was. So it's no wonder that Sorrow started to drink early, for being able to endure all this shit he had to go through...
As Sorrow tried to protect his mother from his fathers temper tantrums one day, his father freaked out, and beated him half dead. His father left the house in rage afterwards. His mum called the ambulance, but Sorrow died from his internal bleeding before they arrived at the hospital.
As Sorrow woke up in the World of Death, and went to look after his mother, he found out, that she had just committed suicide after his death. Sorrow searched for his father, and let him pay for all the things he did to him and his mother as he was alive. He flailed at his father, until he stopped moving and breathing. After that Sorrow sweared to himself, that he will never become an asshole like his dad... So he stopped drinking and smoking and tried to live a normal life... Well, it didn't take long until Sorrow was so beset with withdrawal symptoms, rage and mental stress, that he started to drink and smoke again, but at least he would never beat his mother, or anybody who's important to him...


Sorrow is MINE!!