Here's the Scene of Shodai's death. This pic is around 6 years old^^
And well, the black/white sucks... I totally coloured it, and converted it into b/w, since I can't colour b/w properly XD

He hanged himself, because he wasn't allowed meet his love Alpha anymore. As his parents left the house for taking a walk, he placed a vine glass on the floor, climbed on a table and hangs himself. As they came back, they found Shodai hanging in the reception hall. The blood of his cutted wrists was dropped down into the glass, and next to the glass a sheet was laying with the words on it: “I thought you like the taste of my vine(scratched out) whine…”.

Shodai is MINE!