Reggy always comes to my mind first, even though I don’t consider him my favorite. He’s just the one I’d want to be. I’d loved to have his brazenness, his disregard for his own self destruction. He can use and use and use and never get hurt. Nothing can touch him except his own dark demons he keeps locked inside. That’s another thing he does well. He can keep things buried so deep he even forgets they ever happened. He’s tough and strong and he’s male, very male. He’s not your classic tough guy he doesn’t brood, he’s too confident and cocky to wallow in self pity. I wish I could do that, I wish I could get over myself and just bite the bullet, pick myself up and move on.