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Bit of vent art I did today, wanted to get this out my system badly~
There's a reason I'm a green-eyed monster, I suffer from jealousy in a bad way. Not on the sense of lacking in socialising, monetary gain, or material possessions; mine mainly stems from the want to perform better physically.
I've worked hard to get to where I am - regular workouts for a year, eating more healthily, all that deal. But something gnaws at me internally whenever I see or meet someone who surpasses me, succumbing to the green-eyed envy lurking in the back of my mind. I honestly get so frustrated with myself for it! I should be learning from these people how to attain my goals, but all that ends up resonating in my head is "I SHOULD HAVE BEATEN YOU ALREADY!", letting the envy win and just retracting in to a semi-sulky state of wondering why I'm not there.
I'm dodging the issue here a little, I won't deny, but that's just because I don't like being TOO public with my feelings, which I'm sure is understandable :V
ANYWAY! Ragey vent art, ENJOY DAMNIT I'M BEING FEELSY!
There's a reason I'm a green-eyed monster, I suffer from jealousy in a bad way. Not on the sense of lacking in socialising, monetary gain, or material possessions; mine mainly stems from the want to perform better physically.
I've worked hard to get to where I am - regular workouts for a year, eating more healthily, all that deal. But something gnaws at me internally whenever I see or meet someone who surpasses me, succumbing to the green-eyed envy lurking in the back of my mind. I honestly get so frustrated with myself for it! I should be learning from these people how to attain my goals, but all that ends up resonating in my head is "I SHOULD HAVE BEATEN YOU ALREADY!", letting the envy win and just retracting in to a semi-sulky state of wondering why I'm not there.
I'm dodging the issue here a little, I won't deny, but that's just because I don't like being TOO public with my feelings, which I'm sure is understandable :V
ANYWAY! Ragey vent art, ENJOY DAMNIT I'M BEING FEELSY!
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Kaiju / Giant Monster
Size 665 x 1280px
File Size 413.3 kB
I'd say not to get too caught up on it!
People think it's uncommon for guys to have self-image and self-confidence issues, but it's just as common as with girls, just guys don't like talking about it.
Don't push yourself too hard, think of how far you've come and how many of your goals you've already achieved!
People think it's uncommon for guys to have self-image and self-confidence issues, but it's just as common as with girls, just guys don't like talking about it.
Don't push yourself too hard, think of how far you've come and how many of your goals you've already achieved!
EXACTLY that! People really seem opposed to the idea that a male can have a bit of a self-image problem...
Nah, 7/10 times it doesn't get to me, just every now and then I take one too many hits to myself and think it's my fault, silly monster I am :V
Thank you for the kind words though
Nah, 7/10 times it doesn't get to me, just every now and then I take one too many hits to myself and think it's my fault, silly monster I am :V
Thank you for the kind words though
I can relate, monster-wolf. As the old saying goes, we are all our own worst enemies. Some of us are just harsher on ourselves than others! It's healthy to strive for improvement, as long as we don't overdo it because those feelings of envy or inadequacy will ultimately just set us back in the uphill battle to meet our goals. As little as buttering up usually helps I will say you are making great progress!
I need to listen to my own advice.
Also. This picture. YES.
I need to listen to my own advice.
Also. This picture. YES.
Yeah, I mean you want to push yourself but I personally end up pushing myself too hard and just depressing myself~
Thanks though it does help, just an outside perspective just working at something on your own you never see your own progress...
YES! KEEP AT IT ALL YOURSELF TOO Y'DUMB 'YOTE >:V
Thank you though I had fun drawing this!
Thanks though it does help, just an outside perspective just working at something on your own you never see your own progress...
YES! KEEP AT IT ALL YOURSELF TOO Y'DUMB 'YOTE >:V
Thank you though I had fun drawing this!
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