I see a lot of people use FA journals as a way to vent, like a live journal or something.
I mean it's fine do what ever you want, but not for me. This piece is just something that's been on my mind for a while, a lot of build up, people thinking they know how I act but in reality have no idea how I am, or who I am from outside an Artist alias.
So Here and now I'll give you something to read, if you don't no skin off my bones.

My name is not Arc, it's Emily. Honestly I'd rather be called Emily or Em. If I'm at a con and someone calls out Arc, if I don't know the voice I usually ignore it. It's not that I don't want to respond it's just that There are 100s of other Arcs in this fandom, I'd rather be called by my first name, even in the fandom.

I shutdown in crowds very quickly if I don't wanna be there, or I'll just walk away.
I have a horrible attention span, if your talking just to talk I'll usually just walk away or tune a person out midway through their rambling.
If I don't wanna be in an area, I'll shut down, I'll stay to be with my friends, but if I'm not drinking I'm not the biggest fan of strangers, hence why I drink a lot at cons and parties.


I'm married.

That explains itself, then again, no it's not an open relationship.

There are no secrets in this relationship, if you're talking about Jacob and I hear about it I will tell him.

I don't hate ANYONE, I really don't just because I'm not the nicest person to you does not mean I hate your guts or don't ever want to talk to you.
I'll tell you if I don't want you to talk to me.
Stop making that assumption that if we don't talk on skype I'm mad at you or something, I just don't wanna talk.

My biggest pet peeve is when people who have no idea who I am say "That's so you."
How do you know, you don't know me outside of the dicks I draw for you on a Adult website. You have no idea who I am, or what I do.
You watching me doesn't make us friends, hell talking on a messenger doesn't even make us friends. Don't assume that you know me based on what I draw, or how I act on the internet.

this jerk is mine, and I love him dearly. I love him a lot, so much I was willing to marry him, idc if you don't like that he is a babyfur. I really don't. Our life is surprisingly not all about the fandom, God forbid. It's actually pretty normal, so you can take that stupid ass shit and shove it up your urethra for all I care. :)

Ok, I'm done.

Enjoy the pic.

<3