apparently I drew this at like 4am??? I dont remember drawing it like at all
anyway summary of my ugliness for the past 17 years it wasnt a pretty journey
anyway summary of my ugliness for the past 17 years it wasnt a pretty journey
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I looked at this, and then I noticed the ages. This transition all happened pretty quickly, most people don't get anything at all figured out by 17. Also, as a once wholly awkward teenager, it gets waaay better. The crummier and weirder your adolescence, the better you are at being a way cool adult. For the most part. I don't know, I'm 24 and it seems like things just get better every year, and I was such an uncomfortable kid.
yeah it's funny looking back
there's a lot of huge changes for me every year like I'm really different not just in personality but in like how I present myself too?? I've grown a lot (not that I regret it)
I mean I don't mention it but I was bullied very very badly in elementary school (I had like max one friend a year) and in middle school I attended and was taught by my abusive father and I DIDNT TALK ABOUT IT to my friends cause he was their teacher so I just kinda picked at my acne to deal with the stress and then I was bullied really badly about that too and then HS is a whole nother can of worms
but like I don't /really/ regret it at the same time because suffering give you empathy in the end and I'd like to think I'll be a better person for it
so it's nice to hear that things get better (they have! I'm not all the way there but I'm way more comfortable with myself now)
there's a lot of huge changes for me every year like I'm really different not just in personality but in like how I present myself too?? I've grown a lot (not that I regret it)
I mean I don't mention it but I was bullied very very badly in elementary school (I had like max one friend a year) and in middle school I attended and was taught by my abusive father and I DIDNT TALK ABOUT IT to my friends cause he was their teacher so I just kinda picked at my acne to deal with the stress and then I was bullied really badly about that too and then HS is a whole nother can of worms
but like I don't /really/ regret it at the same time because suffering give you empathy in the end and I'd like to think I'll be a better person for it
so it's nice to hear that things get better (they have! I'm not all the way there but I'm way more comfortable with myself now)
I hated pants in general when I was 8. I thought it was my mission in life to be in shorts or overalls 24/7. And I was up a tree more than half my childhood anyway, so it hardly mattered as long as the neighborhood boys couldn't see up a skirt(which you wouldn't catch me dead in).
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