my serrated grin was left with in
it was cold blue and lifeless
while drowning out in life support
standing on the edge of wonderland
on each bitter pill
that would forever make me ill
all these drugs will not save me from myself
time after time
pill by pill and line by line
how much will it take till i crack
ill devour you till im brought back
the love i never had
please just come back
why does this family crack
i am the exit to the blackness and the abyss
the lost cause and the damned soul to be condemned
a failure in raising his only two
this is all in your head
wishing you were dead
because of the whore that caused it all
you cant even look at yourself
in the mirror
knowing your a failure to life
just eviscerate the flesh that is diseased
oh yes father i have failed you
iv loved you so
but this diseases runs deep in my veins
i dont mean to hurt you
or
put the crack inside of you fucking heart
but i cant help that ill always fuck everyone over
til the end of time
i will finish from first to last
im just another disposable teen
oh yes father i thank you my lord
but yet my mother brought
this once loving soul
to a internal end
this is my speed of pain
iv devoured it all
but how much can this damned soul take
just slit my wrist
while burying the barrel down into my brain
just devour me already almighty god
why have you forsaken me
oh father
why must i be thy nobody
im so fucking filthy raised in this dirt
the filth is collapsing my veins
while i push the barrel deeper to my brain
please father let me be eviscerate this diseases
my inner self is destroyed i am no longer human
i breed death and suicide
till its devoured ill have it all just like childrens play
there was none at all im just here in a mind game
father the creator
mother the destroyer
the three siblings
are two fallen disciple and Suicide
was found in childrens play