Every so often I have days, like today, where I get feeling rather... Maternal..
One of the instances I use my fursona to mirror what's going on in my head in a quick scribble..
There's a long list of reasons why this is a.. Severely unlikely.. Possibility for my future.
Logistical reasons.. Financial.. Worrying about my own life and not having another life depending on me..
And unfortunately medical reasons... I won't go into detail on that, but suffice it to say my own mother knows where I'm coming from there.. Suffice it to say I myself was a highly unexpected but joyful mishap...
Another reason is I tend to get uncomfortable around children... Though as I get older I realize that has more to do with self-loathing and jealousy of women that can just... Get banged without using protection and pop out a kid a few months later...
One part of me would never want the inconvenience...
Another part of me would... Rather enjoy being a mom...
I cried a little while drawing this..
One of the instances I use my fursona to mirror what's going on in my head in a quick scribble..
There's a long list of reasons why this is a.. Severely unlikely.. Possibility for my future.
Logistical reasons.. Financial.. Worrying about my own life and not having another life depending on me..
And unfortunately medical reasons... I won't go into detail on that, but suffice it to say my own mother knows where I'm coming from there.. Suffice it to say I myself was a highly unexpected but joyful mishap...
Another reason is I tend to get uncomfortable around children... Though as I get older I realize that has more to do with self-loathing and jealousy of women that can just... Get banged without using protection and pop out a kid a few months later...
One part of me would never want the inconvenience...
Another part of me would... Rather enjoy being a mom...
I cried a little while drawing this..
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Pregnancy
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Not flat-out zero..
But my chances are worse than my mothers were... And hers were virtually non-existent.. :/
I was the only pregnancy she was able to carry to term, and I wasn't exactly healthy or without defects when I came out..
She had a few other potentially viable fetuses before and after me that weren't so lucky, and nearly killed her...
Suffice it to say there are reasons I'm still a virgin... >>; I'd rather not even risk it at this point..
Not flat-out zero..
But my chances are worse than my mothers were... And hers were virtually non-existent.. :/
I was the only pregnancy she was able to carry to term, and I wasn't exactly healthy or without defects when I came out..
She had a few other potentially viable fetuses before and after me that weren't so lucky, and nearly killed her...
Suffice it to say there are reasons I'm still a virgin... >>; I'd rather not even risk it at this point..
*hugs* thanks.. ^^;
Might not be 0%... But as far as I understand my situation it's in the neighbourhood of 0.005% to at best 1%...
And if what happened to my mother when she was younger is any indication, there are rather severe health risks for even attempting it..
Might not be 0%... But as far as I understand my situation it's in the neighbourhood of 0.005% to at best 1%...
And if what happened to my mother when she was younger is any indication, there are rather severe health risks for even attempting it..
Yeah.. My mother had similar problems.. I was lucky to have even been born, a freak accident.
She was pregnant a few times, if they all worked out I'd have been the middle child with 4 or 5 siblings.. But.. I'm an only child.. Should tell you how that worked out. >>;
Suffice it to say my chances are considerably worse than hers thanks to very poor genetics...
She was pregnant a few times, if they all worked out I'd have been the middle child with 4 or 5 siblings.. But.. I'm an only child.. Should tell you how that worked out. >>;
Suffice it to say my chances are considerably worse than hers thanks to very poor genetics...
I have those days so often, I've lost count of the times I dreamed I had a large belly and, at the risk of sounding unclassy, big milk-filled boobs. Even if I can't take care of one at the moment, I'd still love to know the feeling of having one inside me.
Sadly, my chances of this happening are less than yours...
Sadly, my chances of this happening are less than yours...
I doubt I have any viable... um... material.. for that..
Simply put I'm 'really' screwed up inside..
That and.. well.. I really don't know if I'd ever properly bond with the child unless I carried and birthed it myself.. :/ That's why adoption isn't an option for me either..
Simply put I'm 'really' screwed up inside..
That and.. well.. I really don't know if I'd ever properly bond with the child unless I carried and birthed it myself.. :/ That's why adoption isn't an option for me either..
I know the feeling. Somedays I just would love to be preggy, but as of right now...it isn't possible due to 1. my bf is living far away and most of the time and I would rather be married than living with him. and 2. I really don't have a real funding job. In fact I have been lying on my bed and wishing I was preggy to feel a wonderful little kick that will never be there if ever...I can relate so much right now. :<
Guess I could draw one of my characters again preggy. It's the only way I can do it right now. Also great drawing too!
Guess I could draw one of my characters again preggy. It's the only way I can do it right now. Also great drawing too!
I know exactly where you're coming from on this sketch... I can't have children now, since my hysterectomy 3 years ago. But even if I hadn't, it would have been a bad thing for me, and for any potential child that may have been born with ANY of my health issues. Hysterectomy was the best choice , as I was carrying around a ton of fibroids, cysts, and a tumor encasing one whole ovary. But I or ten dream and wish that I could have a healthy baby...
Now I know I am late to this, but when I saw it I had to say something.
This hit me hard. And I know I can't fully relate, but I can so agree that I often find myself wishing I had kids.
I'm so terribly sorry to see that you could not be blessed with such a joyous and beautiful ability.
I think you would make an amazing mother
This hit me hard. And I know I can't fully relate, but I can so agree that I often find myself wishing I had kids.
I'm so terribly sorry to see that you could not be blessed with such a joyous and beautiful ability.
I think you would make an amazing mother
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