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I have no purpose whatsoever. I'm just a 20 year old loser, disowned by her mother, living at her grandmas mobile home. What the hell do I have to offer??
Nothing. That's what.
Apparently I'm cute. The people who say that are the biggest freaking liars I've ever met.
Talent? I have none.
Friends? Yeah, like two. Everyone else left.
Family? I've been abandoned so I have next to none.
I have a mate but yeah. He drinks and smokes a lot. Nothing really bad but thanks to my adoptive father, men and alcohol scare me. I just don't want to be beat again. Or hurt, or any of that stuff.
I'm just fighting with the enemy inside of me, and I think I'm losing. I'm ready to go find my blade and end everything. I'm just a loser and deserve to be eliminated.
Rant over. This is a possible goodbye.
Nothing. That's what.
Apparently I'm cute. The people who say that are the biggest freaking liars I've ever met.
Talent? I have none.
Friends? Yeah, like two. Everyone else left.
Family? I've been abandoned so I have next to none.
I have a mate but yeah. He drinks and smokes a lot. Nothing really bad but thanks to my adoptive father, men and alcohol scare me. I just don't want to be beat again. Or hurt, or any of that stuff.
I'm just fighting with the enemy inside of me, and I think I'm losing. I'm ready to go find my blade and end everything. I'm just a loser and deserve to be eliminated.
Rant over. This is a possible goodbye.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Wolf
Size 384 x 541px
File Size 68.3 kB
Cyn, you are great. Do not do this! You do have talent. You are stronger then this. I know you are. You have been through a lot and I have seen you happy and stronger for it! Think of all you ahve been through. You are still here, still strong, still going. See this in you I know you can and let it fill you. You are a wolf and a powerful and beautiful one at that.
And you do have talent. Let me point it out. Each time you draw Cyn, she is better and better. You have learned some Latin which is a very difficult language to learn. You know you like to stand out and be different and you are happy being different and don't let others change that.
Hey, you don't know me, and I don't know you, so I don't know how valid my speech here will be to you... but...
I'm a friend, or atleast, someone who cares. If I didn't, I wouldn't have taken the time to not only post this, but to let others know about this criteria and hope they post too. I can understand a bit of what you're going through. Not all of it, but some.
I used to think like you, not too long ago. And I know it's hard, and I know you feel like you are worthless, or have nothing to offer, or most importantly that you feel you have no purpose in this world.
...but you do. Everyone does. I don't know what your purpose is. Hell, I still haven't fully deciphered what mine is. But I can tell you this: you will know one day. It may take hours, days, months, years, even possibly decades, but you'll know.
And you know what? "I don't have a talent" doesn't exist. Everyone has a talent. Whether it be designing complex algorithms that design that very fabric of space, or just being a kind, sociable, or even just caring person, everyone has one. And from your post, I can tell: you are a kind person. Maybe not all the time, but clearly someone who cares.
You care for your fans and followers, because you wanted to let them know that this might be "Goodbye."
You care about yourself, because you took the time to tell someone that a problem existed, most likely knowing that someone would come and give you some kind of... well... "this", whatever you'd like to call it.
So don't beat yourself up. The fight is hard, but you can't very well win it if you throw down your weapons. The only way to know is to try, and I have a good feeling that you can do it. From what I've been told, you can hold on, you can keep going.
And friends? I know that one too... people come, and people go. But it's for a reason. If someone leaves, it's because they fulfilled the role they were given in your life. It may have been as brief as saying "hi" in the halls, or perhaps a large romance that turned ugly, just so you could learn to take the damage, only to see that you can get back up.
So please, don't give up on yourself. Because if you do, then you let the whole world around you drop dead in your eyes. You can't be worth something if you don't let yourself be seen. Show the world that you exist, show them who you are, and I assure you, you'll stand out like a diamond amongst rocks.
Reach for the stars, and eventually, you'll grab one.
So cheer up, okay? People care, even if you don't know it. I care. And I hope one day, you can say that you do too.
I'm a friend, or atleast, someone who cares. If I didn't, I wouldn't have taken the time to not only post this, but to let others know about this criteria and hope they post too. I can understand a bit of what you're going through. Not all of it, but some.
I used to think like you, not too long ago. And I know it's hard, and I know you feel like you are worthless, or have nothing to offer, or most importantly that you feel you have no purpose in this world.
...but you do. Everyone does. I don't know what your purpose is. Hell, I still haven't fully deciphered what mine is. But I can tell you this: you will know one day. It may take hours, days, months, years, even possibly decades, but you'll know.
And you know what? "I don't have a talent" doesn't exist. Everyone has a talent. Whether it be designing complex algorithms that design that very fabric of space, or just being a kind, sociable, or even just caring person, everyone has one. And from your post, I can tell: you are a kind person. Maybe not all the time, but clearly someone who cares.
You care for your fans and followers, because you wanted to let them know that this might be "Goodbye."
You care about yourself, because you took the time to tell someone that a problem existed, most likely knowing that someone would come and give you some kind of... well... "this", whatever you'd like to call it.
So don't beat yourself up. The fight is hard, but you can't very well win it if you throw down your weapons. The only way to know is to try, and I have a good feeling that you can do it. From what I've been told, you can hold on, you can keep going.
And friends? I know that one too... people come, and people go. But it's for a reason. If someone leaves, it's because they fulfilled the role they were given in your life. It may have been as brief as saying "hi" in the halls, or perhaps a large romance that turned ugly, just so you could learn to take the damage, only to see that you can get back up.
So please, don't give up on yourself. Because if you do, then you let the whole world around you drop dead in your eyes. You can't be worth something if you don't let yourself be seen. Show the world that you exist, show them who you are, and I assure you, you'll stand out like a diamond amongst rocks.
Reach for the stars, and eventually, you'll grab one.
So cheer up, okay? People care, even if you don't know it. I care. And I hope one day, you can say that you do too.
When you feel empty, it's hard to get moving, but there are things you can do:
• Talk to your mate about the alcohol and how it makes you feel.
• Make a list of things you are proud of about yourself. They're there, just hiding. Maybe you have to wait until the sadness passes, but still make it for yourself, BY YOURSELF, so you can look at it again when this feeling comes back. Don't write what others tell you to write. Write what you like about you and be sincere.
• "Fake it 'til you make it": you don't have to be happy all the time. Being dissatisfied with our lives is something that makes us want more and push onward to become better than we were. Until you get the will to smile again, fake it. Go through the motions. Take your vitamins and brush your hair and eat your breakfast. Do your work or schoolwork. Contentedness will come back, but being happy is hard work for some people, and everyone needs a break.
• Slipping in to self-hate is often easier, but it's not nobler. A person is never more the narcissist than when he is depressed. Do something small and kind for someone else. You'll find that urge to come up with more reasons to hate yourself lessens.
• Drink water. This sounds strange, but make sure that you're getting enough water. Happiness starts with a chemical process. Most chemical processes in your body need this.
• Get some exercise. Again with the happy-making chemicals. Exercise stimulates the making of these chemicals. When you're depressed (and, really, I don't know that you are, you'd need a doctor for that), this can be the hardest. Especially if you can't remember why you want to be happy.
There's a long and grueling list of things to do when you are feeling down, and you might not want to do any of them. Hell, you might not want at all. Just do them anyway. Don't ask why or get existential. Think about how happy animals are and remember that they don't care why they do the things they do. They just do. When being a person is a bit too much? It's okay to be an animal.
• Talk to your mate about the alcohol and how it makes you feel.
• Make a list of things you are proud of about yourself. They're there, just hiding. Maybe you have to wait until the sadness passes, but still make it for yourself, BY YOURSELF, so you can look at it again when this feeling comes back. Don't write what others tell you to write. Write what you like about you and be sincere.
• "Fake it 'til you make it": you don't have to be happy all the time. Being dissatisfied with our lives is something that makes us want more and push onward to become better than we were. Until you get the will to smile again, fake it. Go through the motions. Take your vitamins and brush your hair and eat your breakfast. Do your work or schoolwork. Contentedness will come back, but being happy is hard work for some people, and everyone needs a break.
• Slipping in to self-hate is often easier, but it's not nobler. A person is never more the narcissist than when he is depressed. Do something small and kind for someone else. You'll find that urge to come up with more reasons to hate yourself lessens.
• Drink water. This sounds strange, but make sure that you're getting enough water. Happiness starts with a chemical process. Most chemical processes in your body need this.
• Get some exercise. Again with the happy-making chemicals. Exercise stimulates the making of these chemicals. When you're depressed (and, really, I don't know that you are, you'd need a doctor for that), this can be the hardest. Especially if you can't remember why you want to be happy.
There's a long and grueling list of things to do when you are feeling down, and you might not want to do any of them. Hell, you might not want at all. Just do them anyway. Don't ask why or get existential. Think about how happy animals are and remember that they don't care why they do the things they do. They just do. When being a person is a bit too much? It's okay to be an animal.
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