Forgive me, for that's something I cannot.
Bless me, for there's much that I need.
Help me.
To learn to keep my mouth shut.
To understand that one is meant to exist in a vacuum.
To ignore what is out context, and simply focus on what is important.
To lose no more of whom I admire.
To hurt others no more.
To not feel this tightening hand on my heart.
To understand my place.
To find a way to stop losing friends...

I find myself wanting.
I had hope, I had faith, I had resolve.
Now, I have nothing else.

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
If I should die before I wake,
There would be no greater grace.

I'm really tired..