I feel really sad the last months

I has been very hard for me some situations in my life .. .
and I feel that I can not face them.

My granddad (dad for me) are reaally sick, since being diagnosed with cancer
he has been a great fighter and has taught me not to give up
It always has been and now do not know how to face the pain it causes + other things
I do not like to talk about these things, but I can't just go away and lie about it


for my commissioners again I'm sorry I'm trying to finish everything, will not be long just a little more patience, I hope to reward all problems I caused with my delay

this situation doesn't happen again.. I hope

my deepest apologies

Joh~


Character Aiaku From my own history S.A.I.

Art by me

speed sketch.. 2 hours