*Sigh* Ok. Here goes the rant..
Does anyone else ever feel like that? Do people tell you things like "I need you" and you just feel.. like a huge burden has been set on you?
I do and its getting in the way of my relationship with this person. Seriously, I'm a sinner, I'm nowhere, NOWHERE near perfect... or even halfway close to decent for that matter. I'm horrible (don't say "oh no your not" and all that bull, I don't want to hear it). But its true, I know that. So who in their right mind would tell ME that they could love me, that I'm perfect, that I'm great. Who are they kidding? I should slap some sense into them, make them wise up some. If they tell me they need me, that they can't live without me, me being the sinner that I am.. I'm only going to let them down... and I dont think I could live with myself if I ever hurt them..
Don't they understand that putting me up so high on a pedestal will completely crush me? No matter how much and how hard I try to withstand the weight. How can I make them understand this?
UGH.
Stupid people and their stupid words.
Ok. Done now.... sorry for ranting but I Really needed it..
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Does anyone else ever feel like that? Do people tell you things like "I need you" and you just feel.. like a huge burden has been set on you?
I do and its getting in the way of my relationship with this person. Seriously, I'm a sinner, I'm nowhere, NOWHERE near perfect... or even halfway close to decent for that matter. I'm horrible (don't say "oh no your not" and all that bull, I don't want to hear it). But its true, I know that. So who in their right mind would tell ME that they could love me, that I'm perfect, that I'm great. Who are they kidding? I should slap some sense into them, make them wise up some. If they tell me they need me, that they can't live without me, me being the sinner that I am.. I'm only going to let them down... and I dont think I could live with myself if I ever hurt them..
Don't they understand that putting me up so high on a pedestal will completely crush me? No matter how much and how hard I try to withstand the weight. How can I make them understand this?
UGH.
Stupid people and their stupid words.
Ok. Done now.... sorry for ranting but I Really needed it..
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I'm pretty sure he isnt aware at all how his words make me feel, he wont listen. Thing is, I'm sure any girl would kill to have someone fawn over them like that.. but I dont know, I dont like it at all. I don't like the idea of someone "needing" me.. it sets me up only to fail..
My dear Andy~
I LOVE you. And you can't escape that. And I NEED you as my best friend. Can't escape that either.
You are my BEST FRIEND. No, NO ONE is perfect. But many aspects that you have are pretty damn close to what others consider PERFECT. Like, looks (you're pretty. suck it up) and so effin talented (don't bs and say you're not).
I am the Katie. What I say-goes. =P
Besides, every damned person in this world in sinner. But you havn't murdered anyone or do anything that I need to tell you about lol
ANYWAY
I know you don't want to hear him say those things, but most of it is true believe it or not.
Love you ;)
I LOVE you. And you can't escape that. And I NEED you as my best friend. Can't escape that either.
You are my BEST FRIEND. No, NO ONE is perfect. But many aspects that you have are pretty damn close to what others consider PERFECT. Like, looks (you're pretty. suck it up) and so effin talented (don't bs and say you're not).
I am the Katie. What I say-goes. =P
Besides, every damned person in this world in sinner. But you havn't murdered anyone or do anything that I need to tell you about lol
ANYWAY
I know you don't want to hear him say those things, but most of it is true believe it or not.
Love you ;)
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