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I done this four draws for someone that I used to love long time ago, I met her trough an MMO (Luna Online) and started to chat for over almost 1 years or less, it was curious how I end up meeting her, I was using a girl character in that time and spend the time saying "I'm a girl", yeah quite hilarious and all hahaha.
Note: I'm not the kind of person to have a girl character just to take free items, I just like the girl character and use it, in those days I was very awkward to tell I'm a guy playing with a girly character, so I just got screwed by that :D anyway, off-topic end here.
I met her beliving she was a furry, because she was getting teased by a friend in the shout chat saying "Get away ugly kitty!" or some thing like that, I don't remember exactly e3e, I joined defending her and end up chatting and RP'ing with her in the game~ It was very fun and I enjoyed each minute with her. After a while we shared MSN (Yeah, when that was alive) and cotinue there, still with the "Girly" fact. After two or three days I just showed up as a boy, but saying I was "the brother of the girl", that lie continue for a couple months until I tell her "Sorry, I just have 2 sis, not 3" and explained her everything, I feel so bad for that, but at least I end up feeling better because I tell her.
She didn't know about my AB/DL fact too, in those days I didn't even tell to anyone I was an AB/DL, I'm used to wear diapers 24/7... When I can, I don't go outside with them and get caugh, after sometime we started to Video call on Skype, but I neglected and she accidentally saw I was wearing a diaper when I stretches, by the was I was sleepy at that moment ewe, she quit the Video call and started to just write asking "Why?", then I explained to her everything, she didn't get it at all and thought it was just for medical reasons, but after a while with stalk (And my stupity sharing with her some links of it) she figure it was my fetish, and disagree, we didn't talk in a couple days, until I got guts and talker to her again normally, I never talk with her about that every again buuut again thanks to my stupity I showed her some draws, sigh...
Out relation break up just a month ago after an year of relation... The main reason wasn't the AB/DL thingy but it was involved, it was, indeed, the RPing stuff and she believe I was with someone else and don't giving her attention, also she told me she never liked RPing or either the furry fandom, she just did it to keep with me and make me happy, it hurted... But... Meh...
We continued chatting normally, but nowadays we don't even chat again... She stoped connecting on Skype or MSN after some days.
Since we break up I tried to be back with her, but... She is so stubborn, it was very hard to talk with her and most of time, we end up discussing about past...
I still love her, she keep a big space in my heart also it was my most long relationship... I want her back, but I think I can't do that... I hope she's better without me, I just care of her happiness c:
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I done this four draws for someone that I used to love long time ago, I met her trough an MMO (Luna Online) and started to chat for over almost 1 years or less, it was curious how I end up meeting her, I was using a girl character in that time and spend the time saying "I'm a girl", yeah quite hilarious and all hahaha.
Note: I'm not the kind of person to have a girl character just to take free items, I just like the girl character and use it, in those days I was very awkward to tell I'm a guy playing with a girly character, so I just got screwed by that :D anyway, off-topic end here.
I met her beliving she was a furry, because she was getting teased by a friend in the shout chat saying "Get away ugly kitty!" or some thing like that, I don't remember exactly e3e, I joined defending her and end up chatting and RP'ing with her in the game~ It was very fun and I enjoyed each minute with her. After a while we shared MSN (Yeah, when that was alive) and cotinue there, still with the "Girly" fact. After two or three days I just showed up as a boy, but saying I was "the brother of the girl", that lie continue for a couple months until I tell her "Sorry, I just have 2 sis, not 3" and explained her everything, I feel so bad for that, but at least I end up feeling better because I tell her.
She didn't know about my AB/DL fact too, in those days I didn't even tell to anyone I was an AB/DL, I'm used to wear diapers 24/7... When I can, I don't go outside with them and get caugh, after sometime we started to Video call on Skype, but I neglected and she accidentally saw I was wearing a diaper when I stretches, by the was I was sleepy at that moment ewe, she quit the Video call and started to just write asking "Why?", then I explained to her everything, she didn't get it at all and thought it was just for medical reasons, but after a while with stalk (And my stupity sharing with her some links of it) she figure it was my fetish, and disagree, we didn't talk in a couple days, until I got guts and talker to her again normally, I never talk with her about that every again buuut again thanks to my stupity I showed her some draws, sigh...
Out relation break up just a month ago after an year of relation... The main reason wasn't the AB/DL thingy but it was involved, it was, indeed, the RPing stuff and she believe I was with someone else and don't giving her attention, also she told me she never liked RPing or either the furry fandom, she just did it to keep with me and make me happy, it hurted... But... Meh...
We continued chatting normally, but nowadays we don't even chat again... She stoped connecting on Skype or MSN after some days.
Since we break up I tried to be back with her, but... She is so stubborn, it was very hard to talk with her and most of time, we end up discussing about past...
I still love her, she keep a big space in my heart also it was my most long relationship... I want her back, but I think I can't do that... I hope she's better without me, I just care of her happiness c:
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That's a very touching story. If I might ask, how do you feel about yourself both inside and out? This may seem a ridiculous question. However, if I may share a story myself, perhaps it'll make more sense.
For as long as I can remember, I've been into diapers. I also have always enjoyed cartoon animal characters in diapers, too.
Two years after I got engaged, I fessed to my soon-to-be wife about how I like diapers and she was repulsed to the point I feared I might lose her forever.
Fortunately, she didn't leave me. However, she wanted me to not have the interest and asked that I not ever make her a part of it. This made me very sad as, to this day, she still finds me "unattractive" for the fact I like to wear diapers.
I have recently purchased a custom, cloth Pull-Up I wear discretely out at work once or twice a week. Though, I have to be secretive with it even though my wife knows I have it.
Bottom line, it's really hard when a part of who you are seems to be disliked. Especially when that part of you is truly a part of what makes you feel "happy". You wish you could talk about it, but it's hard as most folks see someone of non-baby age in a diaper as "disturbing" when, if you think of it, what would you rather see, a drunk driver, a heroin addict, or someone watching TV in a diaper?
Despite what happened between you and your friend, I do hope you are able to still feel happy with the person you are. It's not easy to have an interest like we do. However, sites like this prove that we aren't alone and should find pride in what makes us who we are.
You may have lost one you came to love. However, I am certain you will find another. It may take time, but I once thought I'd never be loved for being a visually impaired man who can't legally drive and/or see a whole lot of things. But, one day, I met my wife and we have been together for over 10 years. True, she loathes my babyfur / diaperfur side, but it is a part of me and one I know would not make me the person I am happy to be if I didn't have it.
Be well and good luck.
For as long as I can remember, I've been into diapers. I also have always enjoyed cartoon animal characters in diapers, too.
Two years after I got engaged, I fessed to my soon-to-be wife about how I like diapers and she was repulsed to the point I feared I might lose her forever.
Fortunately, she didn't leave me. However, she wanted me to not have the interest and asked that I not ever make her a part of it. This made me very sad as, to this day, she still finds me "unattractive" for the fact I like to wear diapers.
I have recently purchased a custom, cloth Pull-Up I wear discretely out at work once or twice a week. Though, I have to be secretive with it even though my wife knows I have it.
Bottom line, it's really hard when a part of who you are seems to be disliked. Especially when that part of you is truly a part of what makes you feel "happy". You wish you could talk about it, but it's hard as most folks see someone of non-baby age in a diaper as "disturbing" when, if you think of it, what would you rather see, a drunk driver, a heroin addict, or someone watching TV in a diaper?
Despite what happened between you and your friend, I do hope you are able to still feel happy with the person you are. It's not easy to have an interest like we do. However, sites like this prove that we aren't alone and should find pride in what makes us who we are.
You may have lost one you came to love. However, I am certain you will find another. It may take time, but I once thought I'd never be loved for being a visually impaired man who can't legally drive and/or see a whole lot of things. But, one day, I met my wife and we have been together for over 10 years. True, she loathes my babyfur / diaperfur side, but it is a part of me and one I know would not make me the person I am happy to be if I didn't have it.
Be well and good luck.
There's too much word of wise here, I still watch cartoons too, I just love them and can't stop watching.
Is very hard keep away something that's part of us, it make us the way how we are and it hard accept it for other, but someone out there will accept and look it cute or something else hehe, and that's right, at least I'm in a most safe, healthy and pacific world in diapers instead risking my life with drugs or alcohol, of course this doesn't mean we have to isolate ourself just with the theme of "baby", a world is waiting to be discovered to us outside :3
Inside and out? Hmm... I don't understand too much the question, if you mean how do I felt about her, well, it hurted a lot, lying about something that I like a lot (RP's and the fandom), she just only stand with me just because she felt lonely and believing she will stand alone after me.
I'm so glad I've met her, but very sad inside that she breap up just for the RPing and all that.
Anyway, I guess life goes on, no matter what happend uwu...
Is very hard keep away something that's part of us, it make us the way how we are and it hard accept it for other, but someone out there will accept and look it cute or something else hehe, and that's right, at least I'm in a most safe, healthy and pacific world in diapers instead risking my life with drugs or alcohol, of course this doesn't mean we have to isolate ourself just with the theme of "baby", a world is waiting to be discovered to us outside :3
Inside and out? Hmm... I don't understand too much the question, if you mean how do I felt about her, well, it hurted a lot, lying about something that I like a lot (RP's and the fandom), she just only stand with me just because she felt lonely and believing she will stand alone after me.
I'm so glad I've met her, but very sad inside that she breap up just for the RPing and all that.
Anyway, I guess life goes on, no matter what happend uwu...
There is a song where the singer goes, "When a heart breaks, it don't break even." This is a very true phrase.
It is super sad how things worked out with you and the girl. You did learn a lot from the experience, though. You learned it is best to be honest while knowing there may be times, no matter how much you want to, where it is best to not wear a diaper.
I wish the world was more accepting of those of us who like to wear diapers. Really, a diaper is just another form of underwear. What is wrong with wanting to wear a pair of underwear?
What I meant when I said "Inside and out" was how you felt as a person. Do you like who you are? Do you like the person on the outside as much as the real you that is on the inside?
It is really hard to come to love and appreciate who you are. Especially when some things that make us who we are end up being things not too many people can easily understand.
I wish you nothing but the best and thank you for sharing your story. It touched me and was why I had to comment. I know how you felt. Stay strong, think positive, and never feel bad about liking to be padded.
It is super sad how things worked out with you and the girl. You did learn a lot from the experience, though. You learned it is best to be honest while knowing there may be times, no matter how much you want to, where it is best to not wear a diaper.
I wish the world was more accepting of those of us who like to wear diapers. Really, a diaper is just another form of underwear. What is wrong with wanting to wear a pair of underwear?
What I meant when I said "Inside and out" was how you felt as a person. Do you like who you are? Do you like the person on the outside as much as the real you that is on the inside?
It is really hard to come to love and appreciate who you are. Especially when some things that make us who we are end up being things not too many people can easily understand.
I wish you nothing but the best and thank you for sharing your story. It touched me and was why I had to comment. I know how you felt. Stay strong, think positive, and never feel bad about liking to be padded.
Yup, I wee them in that way, diapers are just another form of underwear, not more discret but are underwears haha.
Ohh, hmm... Well I'm proud of it, it make me the way how I am in personality and mentaly, I like how I am and I won't be overwhelm for that. They way I'm outside it's... Different from my inside lol, I try to act mature and serious usually when I'm in work or talking with friends (I'm not including my close friends), but sometimes... Well, mostly I end up acting very childish, but only when I'm close of my friends. Inside my feelings are exactly like a little kid, I'm very emotional and sensitive and maybe end un crying for a bad discussion or scold, those are things I can't hang easily.
I have to say I don't like to share this with people I don't get too much confidence, the only place I can be freely myself are here, maybe you ask why, well here were I live furries and mostly the AB/DL world isn't here, there's some people somewhere but they don't appear easily I don't want to be judge but strangers or even my most close friends I have IRL. I wish I could say "Hey, I like to be a baby" but it something that I have to be sure with who I'm gonna share.
I haven't write this about me never, so you're the first to know LOL. And thank chu a lot, I really appreciate you had read it and support me c: *Hugs tightly*
Ohh, hmm... Well I'm proud of it, it make me the way how I am in personality and mentaly, I like how I am and I won't be overwhelm for that. They way I'm outside it's... Different from my inside lol, I try to act mature and serious usually when I'm in work or talking with friends (I'm not including my close friends), but sometimes... Well, mostly I end up acting very childish, but only when I'm close of my friends. Inside my feelings are exactly like a little kid, I'm very emotional and sensitive and maybe end un crying for a bad discussion or scold, those are things I can't hang easily.
I have to say I don't like to share this with people I don't get too much confidence, the only place I can be freely myself are here, maybe you ask why, well here were I live furries and mostly the AB/DL world isn't here, there's some people somewhere but they don't appear easily I don't want to be judge but strangers or even my most close friends I have IRL. I wish I could say "Hey, I like to be a baby" but it something that I have to be sure with who I'm gonna share.
I haven't write this about me never, so you're the first to know LOL. And thank chu a lot, I really appreciate you had read it and support me c: *Hugs tightly*
*Hugs back and pats you on the back* I appreciate you sharing with me. I have found sharing feelings on what makes us like diapers and/or feeling young makes it easier to feel happy with who we are.
I like the smell of clean diapers filled with powder. It makes me very happy. I also like to nap in a diaper while cuddling my favorite, plush toy. Makes me so relaxed that all my worries seem to go away as I get all happy and feel safe.
Do you have a type of diaper you like? I've had the chance to try Bambinos, Super Dry Kids, Cushies, and Cloth Cushies. All are fun. I really like how it feels to put the tabs on my diaper and hear that little crinkle. The crinkle is like hearing, "Time to not feel so stressed. Time to feel happy and safe".
It would be so nice if we could share our love of diapers with others. As we said, they are just a comfy pair of underwear. You can use them as a toilet, but you don't have to. I've had lots of fun just enjoying how they make me waddle. They also feel so soft. It is like you are getting a friendly hug around your waist.
You seem very positive. This makes me happy. I hope you always are positive and remember that diapers, no matter what, made you into a special person who is worth love, support, and much success. :)
I like the smell of clean diapers filled with powder. It makes me very happy. I also like to nap in a diaper while cuddling my favorite, plush toy. Makes me so relaxed that all my worries seem to go away as I get all happy and feel safe.
Do you have a type of diaper you like? I've had the chance to try Bambinos, Super Dry Kids, Cushies, and Cloth Cushies. All are fun. I really like how it feels to put the tabs on my diaper and hear that little crinkle. The crinkle is like hearing, "Time to not feel so stressed. Time to feel happy and safe".
It would be so nice if we could share our love of diapers with others. As we said, they are just a comfy pair of underwear. You can use them as a toilet, but you don't have to. I've had lots of fun just enjoying how they make me waddle. They also feel so soft. It is like you are getting a friendly hug around your waist.
You seem very positive. This makes me happy. I hope you always are positive and remember that diapers, no matter what, made you into a special person who is worth love, support, and much success. :)
Yeah! I have to say I love how they feel and makes me very happy too, I sleep same as you haha, indeed, I always sleep cuddling my plushie, Ursa~ I've write a little about him in my main page~ And about my other plushies IRL hehe~ But Ursa is my favorite~ *Cuddles with him >w<*
Also, about the brand of diapers, I live in Venezuela, where the AB/DL world is... Very minimal, so all those kind of cool babish and childish stuff are outside of my country >: I don't have any choice so I use medical (And boring) diapers, but I put them a strip with a cute desing to make it more childish~ hehe. x3
I agree with all that you say, and yush, I try to keep possitive, I may have any down but I try to recover quickly and keep happier c: seriously fank chu so much for the support! *Nuzzles under your chin :3*
Also, about the brand of diapers, I live in Venezuela, where the AB/DL world is... Very minimal, so all those kind of cool babish and childish stuff are outside of my country >: I don't have any choice so I use medical (And boring) diapers, but I put them a strip with a cute desing to make it more childish~ hehe. x3
I agree with all that you say, and yush, I try to keep possitive, I may have any down but I try to recover quickly and keep happier c: seriously fank chu so much for the support! *Nuzzles under your chin :3*
*Pulls you close and coos as he rubs your back* I'm happy to be here to share. Sharing is caring. And, more important, not feeling alone about who and what you are is a special feeling that cannot be matched.
Medical Diapers don't sound too bad. Though, I know they aren't as soft as the specialty ones you can find here in the states. Though, despite being simple diapers, I bet you still get a good crinkle with just enough fluff to know you are wearing something more comfy than plain underwear.
Do you have a lot of friends and/or family you can talk to for support? I have learned having lots of different friends and family to talk to about different things helps a lot in staying as happy as can be.
Would you say wearing a diaper makes you feel better? Would say diapers help take stress away? They do for me. I can't help but smile when I am in a diaper.
What kind of cute tape do you put on your diaper? Does it have birdies, or blocks, or other such things on it?
*Hugs as he rocks with you in his arms* You are a sweet chu. It's great getting to know chu, too. :)
Medical Diapers don't sound too bad. Though, I know they aren't as soft as the specialty ones you can find here in the states. Though, despite being simple diapers, I bet you still get a good crinkle with just enough fluff to know you are wearing something more comfy than plain underwear.
Do you have a lot of friends and/or family you can talk to for support? I have learned having lots of different friends and family to talk to about different things helps a lot in staying as happy as can be.
Would you say wearing a diaper makes you feel better? Would say diapers help take stress away? They do for me. I can't help but smile when I am in a diaper.
What kind of cute tape do you put on your diaper? Does it have birdies, or blocks, or other such things on it?
*Hugs as he rocks with you in his arms* You are a sweet chu. It's great getting to know chu, too. :)
Well there's some good one that has a good thick and crinkle, dispite of the lack of cute desings are good wear and some are very soft to believe~ I have to say I like to have a thicky diaper, so in many cases I end up using 2 as much ~w~ also I don't want to make it very obvious in my house, some people come and go at any time.
I have just 2 friends IRL that know about this (One girl and one guy), they are so special to me and I love them a lot, I was a little difficult to tell them, I asked support to one of them (Girl), in those moments I felt so desperated about me and the relation with my family, they think it some kind of "sick" or "retardness", the define it like that, so I just want to make understand my family (Specially my parents) isn't nothing bad or to worry about, she was on dates with a psychologist and I take the chance to ask her, but unfortunelly I missed to get a date and end up talking with her, she accepted me very nicely and treats me so loving now :3 and my other friend figure it out in my house founding my stash (How embarrasing), but he didn't ask it at once, he was waiting for me to tell him when I was ready, but at least he say it's cool with it~
Ahh, the only way I made my parents to understand was with the psychologist, I end up in a date 3 weeks ago, also I did a journal how it end up ( Here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4709412/ ) read it if chu want. c:
And yush! It make me feel really happy and stressed away, it something that I disconnect when I want to relax and I get too used to diapers that I can't sleep easily without them, I feel more safe and childish~ x33 I try to stay 24/7 diapered, but work, college, etc... Doesn't allow me to do that, at least I can do that freely in my house now :3 ohh and the desing I use for my diapers are > this < I don't have many and I want to have more, but at least I have those and I love both with Pikachu~ x33
*Gently snuggles and nuzzles~* Fank chu lotties~ Chu are very kind~ And glad to share wif chu. :3
I have just 2 friends IRL that know about this (One girl and one guy), they are so special to me and I love them a lot, I was a little difficult to tell them, I asked support to one of them (Girl), in those moments I felt so desperated about me and the relation with my family, they think it some kind of "sick" or "retardness", the define it like that, so I just want to make understand my family (Specially my parents) isn't nothing bad or to worry about, she was on dates with a psychologist and I take the chance to ask her, but unfortunelly I missed to get a date and end up talking with her, she accepted me very nicely and treats me so loving now :3 and my other friend figure it out in my house founding my stash (How embarrasing), but he didn't ask it at once, he was waiting for me to tell him when I was ready, but at least he say it's cool with it~
Ahh, the only way I made my parents to understand was with the psychologist, I end up in a date 3 weeks ago, also I did a journal how it end up ( Here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4709412/ ) read it if chu want. c:
And yush! It make me feel really happy and stressed away, it something that I disconnect when I want to relax and I get too used to diapers that I can't sleep easily without them, I feel more safe and childish~ x33 I try to stay 24/7 diapered, but work, college, etc... Doesn't allow me to do that, at least I can do that freely in my house now :3 ohh and the desing I use for my diapers are > this < I don't have many and I want to have more, but at least I have those and I love both with Pikachu~ x33
*Gently snuggles and nuzzles~* Fank chu lotties~ Chu are very kind~ And glad to share wif chu. :3
I'm so happy you are so open about all you have been through. It means a lot to me.
When I told my wife, she wanted me to get therapy, too, for what she thought was a "sickness". She thought there was much wrong with me for liking diapers and that I needed professional help.
I went to therapist after I almost lost my sight. Therapist helped me cope with loss of vision. Therapist also told me what your therapist told you. This being that diaper wearing hurts nobody. It doesn't even hurt you. Well, unless you don't change if you decide to use your diaper. :)
My therapist and I had long talk about why I like diapers and want to wear diapers. We discovered I like diapers now as an adult because I am trying to "Reclaim a Lost Period in my Life".
Growing up, I spent lots of time in hospitals trying to save my vision. My sister, born three years after me, has the same eye problem. So, a lot of my younger years were spent in hospitals. Most of my memories are of hospitals and no fun.
When I wear diapers, or think of diapers, I feel happy. It is like getting back what I lost due to spending so much time being scared as a toddler of eye drops and eye doctors. Diapers help take away the memories and make me feel happy and loved.
When I went totally blind for over a month, I met with another therapist. She, like first one, told me diapers are okay and hurt nobody. So, I am two for two in therapist supporting my liking to wear diapers.
I wish my wife was more okay with me having crinkly diapers. I like diapering myself and really wish I could be held in someone's lap while laying my head on their shoulder as they gently pat me on the bottom of my diaper. That would make me so happy.
Like you, I know I'd sleep better if I slept in a diaper, too.
I can't open the .RAR file you shared. Need to get a program that will let me do it. :)
*Big hugs and pats your crinkly bottom* Thank chu very much for sharing your time with the psychiatrist. It is nice to know, like me, you were given the same, positive news about wearing diapers.
Something I learn from being here is that lots of us who like wearing diapers had something happen when we were kids that "stole our youth". Because of the trauma, our minds want to get back what we lost while not fearing what the real world is really like. Being able to wear a diaper is a great way to forgot how scary real world is. :)
When I told my wife, she wanted me to get therapy, too, for what she thought was a "sickness". She thought there was much wrong with me for liking diapers and that I needed professional help.
I went to therapist after I almost lost my sight. Therapist helped me cope with loss of vision. Therapist also told me what your therapist told you. This being that diaper wearing hurts nobody. It doesn't even hurt you. Well, unless you don't change if you decide to use your diaper. :)
My therapist and I had long talk about why I like diapers and want to wear diapers. We discovered I like diapers now as an adult because I am trying to "Reclaim a Lost Period in my Life".
Growing up, I spent lots of time in hospitals trying to save my vision. My sister, born three years after me, has the same eye problem. So, a lot of my younger years were spent in hospitals. Most of my memories are of hospitals and no fun.
When I wear diapers, or think of diapers, I feel happy. It is like getting back what I lost due to spending so much time being scared as a toddler of eye drops and eye doctors. Diapers help take away the memories and make me feel happy and loved.
When I went totally blind for over a month, I met with another therapist. She, like first one, told me diapers are okay and hurt nobody. So, I am two for two in therapist supporting my liking to wear diapers.
I wish my wife was more okay with me having crinkly diapers. I like diapering myself and really wish I could be held in someone's lap while laying my head on their shoulder as they gently pat me on the bottom of my diaper. That would make me so happy.
Like you, I know I'd sleep better if I slept in a diaper, too.
I can't open the .RAR file you shared. Need to get a program that will let me do it. :)
*Big hugs and pats your crinkly bottom* Thank chu very much for sharing your time with the psychiatrist. It is nice to know, like me, you were given the same, positive news about wearing diapers.
Something I learn from being here is that lots of us who like wearing diapers had something happen when we were kids that "stole our youth". Because of the trauma, our minds want to get back what we lost while not fearing what the real world is really like. Being able to wear a diaper is a great way to forgot how scary real world is. :)
Oh, that's too bad you spend most of your childhood in hospitals D:
Well, I have to say my younger years was very good, but my parents scolded and punished me a lot, all my time was only in my house and I don't understand why, but anyway, after all that everything was like "normal" and treated as nothing has happend, but can't go outside. Mostly of my time was watching TV or playing with my game consoles (N64, PS1 and SEGA Dreamcast). This didn't trigger my desire of being a baby again, indeed, it was for my lil sister, before she born all the attention was mine, anyway, I didn't felt jealous, just a little! But I was happy for have a lil sister~ Seeing my lil sister how she was treated by my parents make me feel curious how is being a baby again, and that trigged my babish side.
Also another reason with trigger that was for my parents, they were there for me all times, school, high school, and including the college! They helped me a lot when I need their support and that make me feel very happy and safer for all.
Your wife isn't at all okay with it? I'm wondering how's your situation with her and how you overcome of all that, I bet it still a bit hard >w< I hope all is going well!
Why you don't take WinRAR or UniversalExtractor? Those programs are perfect to extract those kind of files, I was too lazy to puush'd (That's how I call each upload through puu.sh x3) the files =w=
I have to say I hate real world, it cruel and awful, I want to enjoy it but how we are going actually... Meh... :I... The real world is really scary I have to say, here were I live you can't go outside after 6 PM or thugs with come and took your stuff, luckily, only once I have been stolen, the only important thing I lost was my cellphone and DSi, but hasn't my games in that moment so at least I didn't lost much, I don't know what I'm going to do if I lost my main Pokémon game (White and White2) :c but well... I didn't get hurted or something e3e
*Squirms for the pats and giggles~* I'm glad chu enjoy talking with me x3 let's keep talking through notes if you want~ *Huggles tightly :3*
Well, I have to say my younger years was very good, but my parents scolded and punished me a lot, all my time was only in my house and I don't understand why, but anyway, after all that everything was like "normal" and treated as nothing has happend, but can't go outside. Mostly of my time was watching TV or playing with my game consoles (N64, PS1 and SEGA Dreamcast). This didn't trigger my desire of being a baby again, indeed, it was for my lil sister, before she born all the attention was mine, anyway, I didn't felt jealous, just a little! But I was happy for have a lil sister~ Seeing my lil sister how she was treated by my parents make me feel curious how is being a baby again, and that trigged my babish side.
Also another reason with trigger that was for my parents, they were there for me all times, school, high school, and including the college! They helped me a lot when I need their support and that make me feel very happy and safer for all.
Your wife isn't at all okay with it? I'm wondering how's your situation with her and how you overcome of all that, I bet it still a bit hard >w< I hope all is going well!
Why you don't take WinRAR or UniversalExtractor? Those programs are perfect to extract those kind of files, I was too lazy to puush'd (That's how I call each upload through puu.sh x3) the files =w=
I have to say I hate real world, it cruel and awful, I want to enjoy it but how we are going actually... Meh... :I... The real world is really scary I have to say, here were I live you can't go outside after 6 PM or thugs with come and took your stuff, luckily, only once I have been stolen, the only important thing I lost was my cellphone and DSi, but hasn't my games in that moment so at least I didn't lost much, I don't know what I'm going to do if I lost my main Pokémon game (White and White2) :c but well... I didn't get hurted or something e3e
*Squirms for the pats and giggles~* I'm glad chu enjoy talking with me x3 let's keep talking through notes if you want~ *Huggles tightly :3*
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