i know how you feel all too well. and you're right you cant keep that sort of emotion pent up inside you all the time, you gotta vent and this is a lovely way to do it. i know it hurts and the pain never really goes away but maybe someday you will find someone else. someone who is more worthy of your heart and will take better care of it and you.

This is actually quite a beautiful piece you are making. Quite touching and sincere at the same time. I do wish you are able to find the one that will be able to make your life whole. I'm also sorry I have not been around that much lately. Things here have been rather intense for me as of late and I am trying to work things out with my career choice. I do hope to hear from you soon. Stay well and know that you do have friends that care about you.